My Words, Your Words

Sweet and delicate
But who knows what's inside
Mystery revealed but yet
Curiosity ignited
Why is that so?

Smiles and tears
Like lanterns under the moon
Count your blessings
Glorious impression is the source
Why is that so?

Scents and flavors
In every corner of a round shape
Noise of love resonated
Overcome the bareness of lust
Why is that so?

Feelings and thoughts
of losing are around you
Roaming like fireflies
Stalking at the door
Why is that so?

It's complicated
Just follow the light
Let's not blown away
Too much sugar will kill you

We are so behind
Please wake up, let us go
As it should

Can you hear it?
Can you feel it?
We believe it
We can believe it
We are able to believe it

It's a promise
In this world we live in
We are supposed to be the light

You promised me that day
I don't want and I can't keep it by myself
If you wish to become one
Please, shout it and make it true

Let your emotions overflow
Let's reach that dream together
Let our outstretched arms be the proof

I can't tell anyone but I want to tell someone
You are important to me more than anyone else
Sort of...

If there's no choice means there's no change
Yeah, that's how I really want you to be...

When my world was in darkness
I'm denying my own existence
I wished someone would say, "It's a lie"

In this dirty world
The translucent heart has been shattered
I'm not even tired denying things
As if I'm not myself

It was too sudden
I don't know if I could accept it
Everything looks fine and active as usual
As if nothing had happened

I remember those words
I hear a voice saying "don't cry anymore"
But I don't want something pointless
You know that words are powerless

I want to keep believing
Something true and unchanging
Something pure and transparent
Something real and trustworthy

I want to believe that
We're living up our life
Until the day we're die
Until we're become stronger
Until we're become more tender

There's no such thing called eternity
That's why I can move on and leave the universe behind
I will surpass the limit by myself and continue to smile

The shape of the future looks so plain from a distance
Blue sky, White clouds, what a common scene in the sky
Do you think that we can go beyond those common scene?

What is the thing that I expect
When everything goes normally in every way?
I know that I have no chance
So, I'm losing your smile

The universe were so small from above
I can see the peachy colors of spring
Blossoming everywhere throughout people's heart

Things that I like and I don't like
I don't care anymore at all right now
As long as I can spread my broken wings
Within this beautiful world

Nothing can stop me with this speed
Even the flawless smiling angel in this universe
I'm going to say goodbye like a butterfly
Because I know a new day is waiting for me

When the ground shakes tremendously
Longing for the clouds in the sky
Every lost souls in this universe
Will be gone somewhere

Wanderers has losing a distance
To the path where he has to go
Another stranger suddenly appears
Carrying a decayed sword with a deep pain

The battlefield is filled with smell of the blood
If there's a dead corpse, could there be any hope?
Everything remains the same in the past

It's the world where humans live in
They defy their fate and continue living
In order to find the happiness
At the end of the world itself

Because the lost smile is in there
Because the bonds we're longing for is also there
It's where the souls will return and reunion together
The field where the roses blooming without bloodshed

How deep is our thoughts
When it comes to terrifying past?
You teach me something important
Through my fear, despair, and hatred

I want to talk about you a lot
Even though I don't know how
Your message is engraved within my heart
Because you taught me
How important my existence is

If this is the beginning of everything
How should I start? What should I do?
You taught me, my existence doesn't last forever
Were I able to go over the clouds peacefully?

Even if you say goodbye and suddenly disappears
You'll always be in my heart
I know I'm not alone anymore
Why I was born... How I want to live...
Thanks for your guidance within me

You always do what you set your heart on
I think it's not an easy thing to do
I want to follow you in that way

I just don't understand
What I should do when I felt so lonely
I believe I will find the answer for ourselves
Because I know I have to say goodbye someday

NOTE:

Okay, for this one it seems very different from my usual works, because for this post, I inspired by one of the famous game in PSX, which is Final Fantasy IX. If you know it, you will find a lot of of the quotes in this post. Anyway, even though this one seems different, I have to say that this is not bad, since the quotes from the games are so many. Thank You~

The falling snow of this night is very beautiful
White colors over the orange lights under the cobalt sky
My heart is as cold as that night today
Neither hope nor despair comes to me

You said to me, "I'm proud of you"
But you never care what I feel
And you never understand what I want

Sometimes I wish upon that shooting star
I don't want tomorrow comes so early
Why the future is never listened to me,
And the past always dictating me?

I want to see the scenery of this night once again
When it comes to me, surely I will cry again
Does it okay if I keep shedding my tears like this?

I will never listen to the past anymore like the future does
Because of this present, I will keep living in a good path
When the season changes, you will find the answer
The falling petal of that season would surely greet us

I can't describe this feeling for a long time
The only thing that I would understand is
I'm sure that we're connected in different place
I secretly wish for your existence long time ago

I don't know where to find the pieces of a puzzle
We come along this journey so far
In the end, we start questioning ourselves
I don't want it to happen anymore

Do you ever realized that the world
Spinning in an interesting direction?
The proof is we could see different scenery everyday

The blue stars around the red moon tonight is beautiful
As if you could see fire and ice in the vast night sky
Don't you think that our life is as colorful as it is?
It's hard to say what I feel right now

I want to shout my feeling out loud but I can't
Did you feel the same way as I am?
We're probably connected through a secret line
Hidden deep in your mind and my heart

Don't you think that this is an interesting life?
We can move on and start over if you want
And we could see different scenery everyday

I'm willing to throw anything in my heart
To the sea where my feelings are drowned

Escaping frantically in the night
I feel the big wind towards me
Reaching the destination safely is not like me

"Why would I keep chasing on that star?"
I have nothing to say right now
What I really need is to keep this feeling
Because it will remain as my wish

I'm not going to run away forever
To the valley where my despair are lost
I won't wasting my time for anything I do

"Does it necessary to say the things I hate?"
I refrain myself for saying it again
Through the pain I used to feel
I could endure a little bit more

Now the thing that left inside me
Would change someday with a dream inside
I will embrace this moments
As long as I have the strong will
Bright and warm...

The future has draw near to me
An image of solitary soul were released
Could they draw the picture of happiness?

"Can you see the pattern of the clouds?"
You seem knows a lot
About the things that I don't know yet
I couldn't feel your tenderness
Even though you always pretend to be happy

The white canvas has just only one color until now
I wonder if you will paint your wish...

The past has went away from myself
Though I feel that I am being chased by them
Will I able to survive from this haunting fear?

The morning come earlier than usual
It's unpredictable but I have no choice
I remember that you always ask me the same question
"Why?" and "How?" suits you very much
Somehow it makes me very happy or hurts me so much

The door that leads to your wish is still tightly shut
No one could tell the reasons because you were...

I realized that now I've been surrounded by countless questions
Seeing many hopeless predictions didn't amuse me at all
But why I have to suffer this feeling? Is this Love?
I hear a voice "It was..."

I couldn't write this letter properly
The words flowing out as my hand write
As you can see, my fingers are trembling
It's not because today was so cold
Probably my heart racing because of you

How can I get along with you?
Through the heat of the day
And the mist of the night
Carrying a hope that won't fade away

Someday, I'll be at your place
I could stop in your station
But the most important things is
Your will towards me

I couldn't give you anything that
Could seen with your eyes but
I could give you something that
Couldn't see it with your eyes

Perhaps you could see it or
Even feel it with your heart...

Since I met you,
I've never wish for your happiness
I'm happy when I'm with you
Even just without words

So, please don't ask any question anymore
You know my answer very well
That's the truth

It was so sudden
Everything is passed away
Just like the wind blows

When the night comes
I gaze to the sky
I could see a lot of stars

But it was so sad
The star sparkles
Has lost it's lights
One by one until dark

I wish a better future for us
Whether it's hard or it's hurt
Truth must be revealed
In order to save everyone

Destiny awaits you
Until the end of time
We will know the history
That's always inevitable

Sometimes i don't believe coincidence
But until i understand what tears are for
The starry nights will always waiting for us
Until that day... Someday...

For those who are keep struggling
From the insanity of these days
You will find the appropriate answer sooner

When you lose the feeling of kindness
The world seems turning into black & white
We're longing for something that we want to embrace

Losing my feeling,
Falling into the dream,
Is it me who escape from the reality?

"Are you expecting something unchanging?"
Probably, the future has the answer
In order to save myself from these illusion
I won't stray on this path by myself

At the moments where my tears calling out your name
The colors of the sky are fading into black
I couldn't see my reflection in the mirror
Am i losing my identity?

Baseless predictions,
Hopeless expressions,
Is that the sign of despair for me?

There's nothing called truth if i keep on escaping
Reality is something we should chase
Even it's run away from us
That's why it never ends...

Accepting the things that we hate
Is one of the hardest part in this life
We're living in this present time
To endure the things that we hate
Could you imagine that?

We are the products of the past behind us
But at the same time,
We are the projects of the future in front of us
That's why we have both,
The good things and the bad things

Learning from yesterday
To avoid any mistake for tomorrow
Isn't that a simple things?

Regret is for the past
Effort is for the present
Dream is for the future
They are connected in a simple form called Life

Let's get better everyday
If today you can't make it better
Let's make it tomorrow

Regrets in the past will bring us to efforts in the present
And it will make us dream about tomorrow
Yeah, big things starts from small things
Could you believe in such simple beings?

You asked me, "Do you believe me?"
Even though you know my answer very well
I don't need anything as for now
I just want to believe

Am i depending on you too much?
We're getting closer day by day
Without even noticing that
Distance between us are shorter than before

The atmosphere are getting warmer
Your words shine brightly on me
Vanishing my fear against anything

Our feelings won't fade if we keep going
The bad memories quickly faded as the time goes by
We will running endlessly and won't stop
It doesn't scared me at all

I never understand what is happiness
But i learned something about it
When we're not alone surely we can feel it
It's hard to describe it well

When i'm without you the time runs slowly
As if i don't know what i should do
Am i trusting on you too much?

The most important things is today with you
It's hard if i should let you go but
Whatever will happens i have to be ready
Believing something is also preparing for unexpected things

Even so, why?
But that's it...
That's the way life is...

If you can't have what you want
Start wanting what you have got
It's not whether you win or lose
It's how you play the game

Life is a choice no matter how you think of it
Do you want to face it and enjoy it?
Or you don't want to face anything or enjoy anything?
Make your opportunity and go forward

You are doing the things that you like
You are doing the things that you want
It is natural and normal
But sometimes forgotten

If we could survive in problems
We will always achieve something
If there's no problems so there's no achievement

After all is said and done
A lot more will have been said than done
It is natural and normal
But sometimes forgotten

If i remember far away there
Anyone might pursuing their dream
Someone might leaving their decision
I have decided to keep moving forward

The seasons where fireworks appears
Finally come to an end
Strong wind blows against me
The leaves are fall behind me

I sometimes wonder
How could i walk this far?
When i'm thinking about it so deeply
I tried myself moving forward and leaving a footprints

The green leaves finally changes its color
The color of the sun is sinking into the dusk
I won't see the shadow of past memories again
It will fade away as the seasons pass

Strong wind blows against me again
And i keep walking forward
Though it may be a common expression after all
But it seems that you didn't notice that
Some part of me aren't there anymore

If you stumble and doesn't have any courage to face the reality
Please remember how far have you go
And how much time have you spend

You know that the time are belong to us
But it always moving and never going back,
Don't you know that?

Seeing everyone under the same sky
Taking the same pain and
Passing the same rain every time
Giving me strength to keep standing

If this world were split into
Two groups of weak persons and strong persons
I'd rather be in the weak person groups
I always want to be a weak person

Without this kind of pain that i take
I won't be myself like today
Voyage is learning and taking the pain
Time will heal if you could use it wisely

Without this scar that i have now
I won't be myself like you know
Togetherness was saved me from the past
I realized that i'm not alone

Any precious things that we bring
Will always accompanied by the pain
Even if you're as strong as the mountain
Small things may crush you from inside

Every choice in this life
I'll choose it with confidence
So, it is i am of myself

Let's go together to fight cruelty of reality

There will be a times, when you felt so lonely
Even yourself don't understand that kind of moment
What you want to do is just escape from reality

You thought that if you got what do you want,
You seem fulfilled and satisfied
But the fact was,
You are still searching what do you want to keep

We're just human my dear
We're just nothing if we're alone
Do you think you can find the happiness
If wandering alone?

I'm running away towards the sun
I want to believe that someday
I could find where the prosperity is

I wish i could forgive myself
I want to follow my own destiny
I want to forget that i ever sank in despair

When confident and happiness appear
Surely, we will shine
Shine like the dazzling sun

Again, we come into a day
When words are something that we can rely of
These are the evidence to seek the truth
That already lost in labyrinth of despair

Is it like this?
Is it always the same?
Why do people have words?
Why can't people live as one?

Sometimes, i don't have any courage
Even to trust on anyone else
But i know i was wrong
Because, I've lost my confidence since that day

Do you notice that?
Do you try pretending to be ok all the time?
Who will stand and protect you at a time like that?
When you will feel free?

There will be a day
When you feel that you have lost all your strength
But, even it is going to happen
The Sun still rise and The world keep spinning

No matter how you try to express your hopeless expressions
No one will left you alone in the corner of this world
I'm feeling so...