My Words, Your Words

What happens with this era?
All the things visible cannot be expected
Everything that will happen can not be ascertained
The world and life is filled with doubt

Every person have the courage to say "Yes" to every choice
Without knowing what will happen later
Attitude that is needed today to deal with life
Which one would you choose, feelings or desires?

Anything that will appear tomorrow will not change today
But what happened today will change tomorrow
Life is not as simple as we think
What is there today are not necessarily there in time to come

In this era, every word spoken is uncertain
What they say is not the same as what people think
Fear is natural when we are all aware
Even it can change the truth into a lie

Because the words is ourselves
No matter how you say it
We are the words itself
Whatever lies beyond your mouth

What happens at this age?
The world and life is filled with doubt
But we are not alone if we want to choose
If you feel scared and do not have certainty
Let's finish it together

Under the moonlight night sky
So many things that I can feel in this present moment
Many things can not be expressed in words
But I have choose the road which I think is right

I think that the road had I traveled so far
Giving me a valuable lesson even that made me fall
Therefore I can't take a bigger steps
Although finally I can breathe calmly again

Maybe the winds blow harder than usual
But the heat of the sun will still be the same as usual
If you feel there is a sad thing
I'm here to feel what you feel

I wasn't sad anymore but why these tears keep falling
I'm still asleep, although overshadowed by feelings of guilt
I even still could see you even if you're not there
No one knows but only myself knows that very well

The scar in this heart will change someday
Turned into a warmth that can I give
To anyone who would do anything for a smile
That's why I regard it as the most valuable thing

Maybe i made up this decision
Because there were no other choice
I even thought that this isn't from my heart
That day seems memorable

If we remember far to yesterday
I won't forget the moments
When we met and laughing together
But then, our tears rolled suddenly

I see your picture hanging in my room
But you're not the same anymore
The pieces of my heart are missing something

Even in the day when i said goodbye too you
I still thought of you very well
The sky was beautiful back then

As blue as the ocean
That was my feeling toward it
I wanted to say thank you but
It seems so bittersweet to think about it

Maybe i was too pushy to think about this decision
But with the strength inside me
I will keep this as a promise and not as a regret
Even though i'm feeling so

Could we cry as much as we want for now?
However these flattering days are passed
Our memories will grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember

I want to believe and raise our chins up today
No matter how the seasons change
Are you ready?

If i remember far away there
Anyone might pursuing their dream
Someone might leaving their decision
I have decided to keep moving forward

The seasons where fireworks appears
Finally come to an end
Strong wind blows against me
The leaves are fall behind me

I sometimes wonder
How could i walk this far?
When i'm thinking about it so deeply
I tried myself moving forward and leaving a footprints

The green leaves finally changes its color
The color of the sun is sinking into the dusk
I won't see the shadow of past memories again
It will fade away as the seasons pass

Strong wind blows against me again
And i keep walking forward
Though it may be a common expression after all
But it seems that you didn't notice that
Some part of me aren't there anymore

If you stumble and doesn't have any courage to face the reality
Please remember how far have you go
And how much time have you spend

You know that the time are belong to us
But it always moving and never going back,
Don't you know that?

Maybe this heart screamed for loneliness
It was wounded because of the meaningless pleasure
Spring winds could not keep me warm against it
I'm just waiting for this ice to melt

Passing the same road everyday
Meet the same scenery everyday
How long you will continue to go through this all?

You remember this place very well, don't you?
Because you know how to pass this way
You suddenly become brave because you understand it all
Fear comes suddenly if you didn't know anything

How should i put it?
Maybe it's uncomfortable to stay in your heart
Your heart is not a place where i should stop my step

I have lost my fear since i believe in myself
You don't need me and i want to forget about you
I think that's fair enough for you and me
Then, we doesn't need any reason anymore, are you ready?

I want to love and to be loved
These piece of feeling are already scattered
Something that remains is only the pain

Tasteless conversation is hurts
Flavorless talk is hurts
But i can't say with own words
Unable to put these feelings into words

To forget and to be forgotten
Are such meaningless things
Run away and fleeing are also meaningless
The more pain we get, we will be stronger

Sometimes, we scared about something
That we have already know
And don't want to face it
But, we should be prepared

What for we cry?
What for we laugh?
What for we sad?
What for we happy?

When you think that
These feelings is not important anymore
You should know that
You are not alone

You can draw a sweet things
With pain and scar you had
So, let's do not judge something
That we really don't understand about

Sometimes i wonder
If the rainbow lose all colors
Will people still call it rainbow?

However if the sky looks so bright
We couldn't see the sun clearly
Sometimes we cannot see bright things ahead
Time will explain to us how to see it

Because of the sky looks so cloudy
We couldn't see the sun clearly
Meaningful things sometimes hiding somewhere
In the place that we should know already

Sometimes i wonder
If the sun lose its lights
Will people still call it sun?

Because of this rain
We can't see the sky clearly
Be prepared for everything about anything
Because things are easily changing without any sign

Because of the rain before
We can see a beautiful rainbow in the sky
Patience is always better than pride
That's the basic to achieve wonderful things

Sometimes i wonder
If the sky are empty
Will people still want to look above?

Seeing everyone under the same sky
Taking the same pain and
Passing the same rain every time
Giving me strength to keep standing

If this world were split into
Two groups of weak persons and strong persons
I'd rather be in the weak person groups
I always want to be a weak person

Without this kind of pain that i take
I won't be myself like today
Voyage is learning and taking the pain
Time will heal if you could use it wisely

Without this scar that i have now
I won't be myself like you know
Togetherness was saved me from the past
I realized that i'm not alone

Any precious things that we bring
Will always accompanied by the pain
Even if you're as strong as the mountain
Small things may crush you from inside

Every choice in this life
I'll choose it with confidence
So, it is i am of myself

Let's go together to fight cruelty of reality

I've heard too much words for now
It's not about the past or the future
It's just because you don't understand
The real meaning behind of this

When hope meets wish at the same time
I'm pretty sure that it will be granted
No matter how it will be taken
At least we just trying to believe

To love is to trust
But sometimes both of them can't get along well
It's just a line that crossed over the border

When i hear the words about nonsense
Talking so steadily as if knows everything
It's just plain useless to reply it
What i don't need for now is just words

Anyone would notice if we acts different suddenly
But just some of them wants to correct that
Is regret always come with reaction?
I don't have a time to remember that kind of things

To answer is to choose
We need a clear explanation for each questions
Even if it doesn't have any answer at all

Could we make people forget about us?
That's an appropriate questions for now
Would you like to forget about me today?
That was a perfect question at the moment

People always hard to accept
What they had to lose
Minds seems to be okay
But, hearts said different

Things are lost one by one
Through the matter of course
The only they could do is only
Accept without any regrets

So many mistake in this life
Who could be we should blame of?
Look into yourself, please do so

Nothing have to worry about
The freedom door is just as far as we hope
Happiness isn't something we must rely of
Everything could have been better

There are so many things we should think of
Nevertheless, so that important things are chasing by
People should know that worst things is only
When they are give up and meets despair

Accepting these things in life is
Something what people must do and cannot be deceived
Because, truth are never ends

Happy feelings is just like a blooming flower,
When the daybreak comes it blooms beautifully,
When the dusk comes the petals are dropped

Yes, we lives in these days
You and i have seen the sunshine together
We have enjoyed the sunset together

How long you will proud of yourself?
Until when you are going to show yourself?
Didn't you tell me about beautiful flower?

You are free to do anything you want to do
Without limit, everyone can fly high to the endless sky
But, you can't reach that limit without knowing everything

Stand back and fight yourself
Without fear, for the sake of yourself
I said, "You have just to go forward"

If you ever think that someday
You will be a ruler, just go to dreamland
Everything much better there
But remember, fadeless things are sometimes scary

Back then, you have realized
When the petals are gone with the wind
There is no chance to return back

Regrets are always late,
That's why people can stand up and change
Today's star could be tomorrow nobody

At first we meet
You gave me such an innocent smile
Without telling anything

What i've done?
I even didn't say anything to you
I let you go without "Good-bye" or even "Thank You"

If you were the one i've always dreamed of
I will always searching for you
I will keep every part of you

The distance between us aren't that far
You can see me and i can see you
Could we start over this moment?

What i've seen?
I'm watching for you from afar
Maybe you didn't realize that
But i can't get near you

When you're there
Courage seems running away
As if i'm scared of your existence

I want to find you wherever you may be
But, you always know how to protect yourself
Against all of these unknown things around you

The more you try to defend yourself
The more i'll searching for you
Until i could smile for you

Someday, i will face the future by myself
The things that will remain in the past
Maybe it is just a regret

Tomorrow has it's own speed
That no one can defeat
If you want to challenge it
Then go ahead, no one will stop you

Time isn't something that you can compete with
But it is your partner that will accompany
It's faithful until you face eternity

Everything Everybody Everyone
Will meet their ends someday
One things that will never wither
Is only unforgotten history

Maybe you always think like this
When you feel alone, time passes slowly
The other way, time goes so fast

Everybody has their own standards
But doesn't easy come and easy go
Maybe it's inevitable

If everything in this world decided by someone
Will you follow it or not?
If everything in this world isn't connected one by one
Will you accept it or not?
If everything in this world doesn't have their ends
What will you do?

That night i've seen
Starry nights even if it's dark
I have just realize that
There is a star that shines more brightly among all the stars

I remember once again
I want to be like that
Shines in the dark and shines more brightly among all

I remember once again
So many pain that i have to feel
Until i become like now that shines brightly

If i remember once again about me
That time, i crying a lot because it was very sad
I don't understand why i should feel like this

But, until now, i'm still crying
But not because i'm sad but very happy
Even i can't hold it anymore

If tears is not exist in this world
I don't know that i'm happy or not
Because, even if i know that smiles
Is easy to understand with others
I have just realize that tears means something fullfilled

Now, i only can smiles everytime
Seeing something had changing
And i have understand now
There's no regrets, there's only thank you

Don't cry, Please don't cry
You are strong, right?
You won't let your tears fall like that, i believe it

I'm looking at the place where the sun appears
Because i don't want to look forward for now
As blue as the sky, that is what i feel right now

Don't you know?
I've been enduring the bitterness of life
Somehow it makes me stronger than before
But my heart isn't that wide as the sky

Would someone enlighten me like the sun?
I cannot always hiding behind the clouds
Am i right?

Don't give up, Please don't give up
You are strong right?
You still have many chances, i believe that

I wish i could fly to the places where the rainbow appears
Whatever it takes, i need to try it rather than just to watch it
As long as i believe in my will, surely...

Don't you believe?
I'll never understand why
People doesn't need any reasons to helping others
Sometimes, it feels so warm if i remember that

Will everyone go to the place beyond the sky?
I thought no one would give different answer
Am i wrong?

Let's welcome this journey
In order to save yourself
Along with the sunshine

I walk thousand miles from home
And searching for something valuable
I don't know where i am going
At least i know how to survive

I never imagine i will come into this journey
I look at the blue sky sometimes
Wishing that somebody will help me together

No one knows how far i go
In the end, it's just myself
Who pretending to be strong and careful
As if a hero has save the city

Beyond that way, there's no sign of turning back
Sometimes we should go through the limit
And feeling tired and hurts for a moment
We won't see dead end if we try to take the pain

I will keep moving forward
Until tears of sadness wither from my eyes

Today, i've learn something wonderful
The pain isn't that hurt as usual
Maybe somebody has placed an armor
So that i've became stronger

As far as we seek the freedom
The more we'll be so tired
Chasing one after another
Steadily we come to an end

There are times when we can't understand others
Whenever it may be happen in this life
This heart will searching for loneliness

When you see the difference
Between you and the others
You may seem so powerless
Because you don't know everything

If you force your will again and again
Soon you will be distinguished
Like a flames in the gust of wind

We're all not the same
Even though we face similarity in many other ways
Desperation and Revelation might calls you
But Expectation won't come that easily

How many times we rejected?
Even though it won't always happen
What does it takes to enter other minds?
Everyone has their own world

Is everyone experiencing the same feeling?
Until the time meets an end someday
Should we need to make everything is the same?
So many uncomparable world in this world

There will be a times, when you felt so lonely
Even yourself don't understand that kind of moment
What you want to do is just escape from reality

You thought that if you got what do you want,
You seem fulfilled and satisfied
But the fact was,
You are still searching what do you want to keep

We're just human my dear
We're just nothing if we're alone
Do you think you can find the happiness
If wandering alone?

I'm running away towards the sun
I want to believe that someday
I could find where the prosperity is

I wish i could forgive myself
I want to follow my own destiny
I want to forget that i ever sank in despair

When confident and happiness appear
Surely, we will shine
Shine like the dazzling sun

I'm just a small existence carrying a burden named fear
I'm always thinking that i'm important to others
Despite the fact aren't that sure for me to believe

The more i try to believe,
The more my tears have fall,
I'm just trapped in my loneliness masked by happiness

My heart is already crying hopelessly
Without any signs to stopped someday
But my minds still hoping that someday,
Every tears i dropped would become a precious jewel

I want to see you again someday
Carrying a promise that wouldn't fulfilled easily
Because when that day come,
Maybe we're not the same anymore

It's not what i want
It's not what i wish
It's what i don't understand
It's something against the fate

Again, i turn to you
Shedding my tears again
And sinking into tomorrow

I'd try to keep silent
I've already decided
I don't want any words spill out

Human are just forgetful creatures
It's impossible to live without forgetting things
Why does these kinds of creature exist?
I won't blame on anything or anyone

Words aren't easy things to hold

It's something that will binds you
If you try to hesitate to it
Even sometimes words will betray you

Everyone will forgot and regret this
Even it's already happened twice
Do you remember another living beings?
They always keep their promise

History is repeated itself
As if it's rolling around in this dirty world
Time is rule over you
And you can't deny that

Idealistic theory may changed your mind
But it doesn't last forever
And it was start with the words
What is words anyway?

Everything begin from words
And lastly wordly attitude will end
In the way where they choose