My Words, Your Words

Even if we turn pale
Nothing will happen
We can't continue
To live in traditional way

The world is rolling around
Even faster than before
That we might not even feel
The rotation around us

We can't pull back
We have gone too far
I really wish I can pretend
Not to understand

Can you feel the acceleration?
Increased again and again
We persistently go along this path
To the end of the world

I turned over the small hourglass
With my hand many times
The whereabouts of this tale
Should just be inside the box of dreams

The sky of tragedies
The dreaming wilderness
Can we go back
To the way we used to be?

Between us and the sky
There is an invisible border
The green unripe apple is so solid
But tomorrow never knows

Those hanging fruits of yours
Appears to be something significant
Please, even if it hasn't ripe yet
Will you save it and keep it for me?

These vessel of ours
Being incapable to stay any longer
As we expect for it, crumbled down

Names and Numbers aren't necessary
Colors and Promises are fading away
Words and Sights are useless
What are we waiting for?

This frail shell of a thread will collapse
None of us is a cheap knock off
I wonder who is the Ariadne

Hold our breath
Close our eyes
Show us love

We don't need interpretation anymore

Tell me,
What is that?
Is it when I can hug you
To express my gratitude?
Am I wrong?

I am holding nothing special
But why did you choose me?
I stand up to challenge my fate
But why you did this to me?

Teach me,
What is that?
Is it when I can say I love you
To express my feeling?
Is that true?

I stay as I am like that day
I continue to be a man of my heart
With our own actions
Let's bring this to the end

What did you get?

Portrait of happiness is clinging to
My old self which has dead
Along with the memories from the past
There's no sounds of laughter
It's quiet like the silent night

There's nothing can take away my courage
No one is going to take away my courage
I won't stay blind and deaf to overcome this fear
Because of the haunting illusion

When the happiness is possessing me
The shape of this world probably changed

Wind of justice are blindly following the shadow
There's no sign of tomorrow
Lights of sorrow are illuminating this universe
I wonder who will survive

My inner appearance is struggling
I always seek for freedom and then suffering
I fall down without even expressing my affections

Even if you don't believe me
I'm still continue living until now
Because I'm not dead yet
I'm not fully awake

Something inside my mind
Demand to attack each other
Because the darkness in your mind shines brightly

Your wish and your excitement
It's all in your head
But when terrific moments come
Everything devastated into anger
Don't tell me it was a major mistake

I can tell that your heart is hungry
Because time will tell
When your own standard eat you up

Your own standard, pride, and excitement
Wrap it all in your own mind because this is a not a game
Everyone wants to win and no one wants to lose either

I wish that novelty wears off in the moment of time
So I can go through the stormy seas
We're not above the board but we live in a land
I want to get rid of all influences

Let us cross the world's limit
To go through the borderline
Let us be blind and be deaf
To live at the present time

The sadness keeps resonating
Just like a sharp blade
Pierced through my feelings

Words that proclaimed in this universe
Is not an empty dream
Just like an empty vessel
Vacillated to the bottom of the sea

I will praise these poisonous words
So I can continue fly to the highest place
Your voice calling out for me
Always only turns into sadness

But if...

The world is began to diminish
In this land of wilderness
We only can see the loveless creature
So where is the freedom?

My powerless body is sinking to the past
If you can’t see me, then it’s like I’m not there
My darkening heart keeps yearning
If you can't feel me, then it's like I'm not there

Notes:
My first writing in 2011, for this year I'm aiming to write something more complicated, which makes the reader wondering if they can interpret it very well or not, there's no secret here actually. Anyway, please welcome 2011 and Happy (Chinese) New Year! Since I forgot~

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Pieces of my heart began to aches
The red curtain falls violently

I walk silently in the shadow
The shining stars is my only guide
Could I reach the destined path?

High up on the moon
The other side of myself is crying
The voices of wind are weaving

The truth will always covered with a deep mist
I'm searching for it, and lost in it, then trapped within it
Does we have any other way to choose?
I'm still living for tomorrow and reveal that kind of truth

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Open your heart and open your eyes
As wide as the sea and the sky

The sparkling love will grow
Enlighten your mind by your side

As for now, i want to write about 2 things, so i made 2 things in 1 post~

Do As I Say

There are things which can't be done with words
But it doesn't mean the words are useless
Sometimes we have to act without words
That's how we continue living along

At times when you confused with your duty
You complain about everything and doing nothing
I know sometimes we feel really tiring
But we can't just standing and being lazy

If you lost your spirit for now
Let's scream loudly to the boundless sky
You can do it, You can carry on

When people around you were so irritating
Try humming your favorite song and keep smiling
Every person in this world actually very nice
They only need some time to realize their mistake

If you ever feel that you are the worst
There is someone out there might be worse
than you
But we always have a chance to be better
That's why we shouldn't trapped by others words

If you didn't have any confidence for now
Look at the mirror that shows true image of yourself
You can carry on, You can do it

Even the times when you are alone comes suddenly
Look at the sky and see the sun still shine for you
Look at the ground and see the shadow still follow you
Nobody could stop your step now, isn't it? 


Not As I Do


I don't have an eye to teach you
I just want to share what i feel with you
If we could walk this way together smoothly
Isn't that a nice things to do?

There are things that we could never understand
A lot of things we could never understand by ourselves
Sometimes we know the answer when we listen to others

Betrayed by people,
Mistaken with someone else,
Forgotten by others,
When these moments occurs the world seems crashing down

It's not that I want to remember these moments but
I want to forget it sooner but it won't fade in my memories
Maybe this is the scar that you share with me

Extra-ordinary person doesn't always shine in the bright place
Nevertheless people never see the other side
The best things that i could done is keep silence

I am grateful for all the kindness
Since i have a chance to know you more
Somehow i feel nostalgic about this moments
The day when i accept the reality has repeating

Memories i've embraced,
Tragedies i've called,
Reflections i've accepted,
When these moments comes this world seems rebirth once again

I don't care if i should leave this lonely world behind
I want to do the best things that i could do this way
Until your eyes opened

Seeing everyone under the same sky
Taking the same pain and
Passing the same rain every time
Giving me strength to keep standing

If this world were split into
Two groups of weak persons and strong persons
I'd rather be in the weak person groups
I always want to be a weak person

Without this kind of pain that i take
I won't be myself like today
Voyage is learning and taking the pain
Time will heal if you could use it wisely

Without this scar that i have now
I won't be myself like you know
Togetherness was saved me from the past
I realized that i'm not alone

Any precious things that we bring
Will always accompanied by the pain
Even if you're as strong as the mountain
Small things may crush you from inside

Every choice in this life
I'll choose it with confidence
So, it is i am of myself

Let's go together to fight cruelty of reality

People always hard to accept
What they had to lose
Minds seems to be okay
But, hearts said different

Things are lost one by one
Through the matter of course
The only they could do is only
Accept without any regrets

So many mistake in this life
Who could be we should blame of?
Look into yourself, please do so

Nothing have to worry about
The freedom door is just as far as we hope
Happiness isn't something we must rely of
Everything could have been better

There are so many things we should think of
Nevertheless, so that important things are chasing by
People should know that worst things is only
When they are give up and meets despair

Accepting these things in life is
Something what people must do and cannot be deceived
Because, truth are never ends

Happy feelings is just like a blooming flower,
When the daybreak comes it blooms beautifully,
When the dusk comes the petals are dropped

Yes, we lives in these days
You and i have seen the sunshine together
We have enjoyed the sunset together

How long you will proud of yourself?
Until when you are going to show yourself?
Didn't you tell me about beautiful flower?

You are free to do anything you want to do
Without limit, everyone can fly high to the endless sky
But, you can't reach that limit without knowing everything

Stand back and fight yourself
Without fear, for the sake of yourself
I said, "You have just to go forward"

If you ever think that someday
You will be a ruler, just go to dreamland
Everything much better there
But remember, fadeless things are sometimes scary

Back then, you have realized
When the petals are gone with the wind
There is no chance to return back

Regrets are always late,
That's why people can stand up and change
Today's star could be tomorrow nobody

Someday, i will face the future by myself
The things that will remain in the past
Maybe it is just a regret

Tomorrow has it's own speed
That no one can defeat
If you want to challenge it
Then go ahead, no one will stop you

Time isn't something that you can compete with
But it is your partner that will accompany
It's faithful until you face eternity

Everything Everybody Everyone
Will meet their ends someday
One things that will never wither
Is only unforgotten history

Maybe you always think like this
When you feel alone, time passes slowly
The other way, time goes so fast

Everybody has their own standards
But doesn't easy come and easy go
Maybe it's inevitable

If everything in this world decided by someone
Will you follow it or not?
If everything in this world isn't connected one by one
Will you accept it or not?
If everything in this world doesn't have their ends
What will you do?

That night i've seen
Starry nights even if it's dark
I have just realize that
There is a star that shines more brightly among all the stars

I remember once again
I want to be like that
Shines in the dark and shines more brightly among all

I remember once again
So many pain that i have to feel
Until i become like now that shines brightly

If i remember once again about me
That time, i crying a lot because it was very sad
I don't understand why i should feel like this

But, until now, i'm still crying
But not because i'm sad but very happy
Even i can't hold it anymore

If tears is not exist in this world
I don't know that i'm happy or not
Because, even if i know that smiles
Is easy to understand with others
I have just realize that tears means something fullfilled

Now, i only can smiles everytime
Seeing something had changing
And i have understand now
There's no regrets, there's only thank you

Don't cry, Please don't cry
You are strong, right?
You won't let your tears fall like that, i believe it

I'm looking at the place where the sun appears
Because i don't want to look forward for now
As blue as the sky, that is what i feel right now

Don't you know?
I've been enduring the bitterness of life
Somehow it makes me stronger than before
But my heart isn't that wide as the sky

Would someone enlighten me like the sun?
I cannot always hiding behind the clouds
Am i right?

Don't give up, Please don't give up
You are strong right?
You still have many chances, i believe that

I wish i could fly to the places where the rainbow appears
Whatever it takes, i need to try it rather than just to watch it
As long as i believe in my will, surely...

Don't you believe?
I'll never understand why
People doesn't need any reasons to helping others
Sometimes, it feels so warm if i remember that

Will everyone go to the place beyond the sky?
I thought no one would give different answer
Am i wrong?

Let's welcome this journey
In order to save yourself
Along with the sunshine

I walk thousand miles from home
And searching for something valuable
I don't know where i am going
At least i know how to survive

I never imagine i will come into this journey
I look at the blue sky sometimes
Wishing that somebody will help me together

No one knows how far i go
In the end, it's just myself
Who pretending to be strong and careful
As if a hero has save the city

Beyond that way, there's no sign of turning back
Sometimes we should go through the limit
And feeling tired and hurts for a moment
We won't see dead end if we try to take the pain

I will keep moving forward
Until tears of sadness wither from my eyes

Today, i've learn something wonderful
The pain isn't that hurt as usual
Maybe somebody has placed an armor
So that i've became stronger

As far as we seek the freedom
The more we'll be so tired
Chasing one after another
Steadily we come to an end

There are times when we can't understand others
Whenever it may be happen in this life
This heart will searching for loneliness

When you see the difference
Between you and the others
You may seem so powerless
Because you don't know everything

If you force your will again and again
Soon you will be distinguished
Like a flames in the gust of wind

We're all not the same
Even though we face similarity in many other ways
Desperation and Revelation might calls you
But Expectation won't come that easily

How many times we rejected?
Even though it won't always happen
What does it takes to enter other minds?
Everyone has their own world

Is everyone experiencing the same feeling?
Until the time meets an end someday
Should we need to make everything is the same?
So many uncomparable world in this world

There will be a times, when you felt so lonely
Even yourself don't understand that kind of moment
What you want to do is just escape from reality

You thought that if you got what do you want,
You seem fulfilled and satisfied
But the fact was,
You are still searching what do you want to keep

We're just human my dear
We're just nothing if we're alone
Do you think you can find the happiness
If wandering alone?

I'm running away towards the sun
I want to believe that someday
I could find where the prosperity is

I wish i could forgive myself
I want to follow my own destiny
I want to forget that i ever sank in despair

When confident and happiness appear
Surely, we will shine
Shine like the dazzling sun

I'd try to keep silent
I've already decided
I don't want any words spill out

Human are just forgetful creatures
It's impossible to live without forgetting things
Why does these kinds of creature exist?
I won't blame on anything or anyone

Words aren't easy things to hold

It's something that will binds you
If you try to hesitate to it
Even sometimes words will betray you

Everyone will forgot and regret this
Even it's already happened twice
Do you remember another living beings?
They always keep their promise

History is repeated itself
As if it's rolling around in this dirty world
Time is rule over you
And you can't deny that

Idealistic theory may changed your mind
But it doesn't last forever
And it was start with the words
What is words anyway?

Everything begin from words
And lastly wordly attitude will end
In the way where they choose

If only the day when i should leave this place
Come so early and so suddenly
There will be a moment encounter
Feeling so depressed with full of regrets

The cloudy sky today has giving a sign
Decisions made because of the pressure of these feelings
No more words flows out from the living beings
As if the world begins to silence

What is the answer behind this truth?
Should people answer it with another tears?
Even if the wound in this heart has began to ache once again
I dare to say that i'm okay

What is the reason for telling lies?
Even so, that's not the worst thing to remember
Because if we tell too much, the words flows too much
The truth will become blurred

Please, make an excuse for the sake of yourself
Everyone will go to the same place
But not in the same way as they think
That's why, we will surely together someday

Let's make an appropriate life
In exchange of sacrificing something
When the day where hesitation and despair meets
Surely, i will fight against it

With all my strength left inside me
I will turn the sky become blue
If only you understand...