If Only

by Chris

If only the day when i should leave this place
Come so early and so suddenly
There will be a moment encounter
Feeling so depressed with full of regrets

The cloudy sky today has giving a sign
Decisions made because of the pressure of these feelings
No more words flows out from the living beings
As if the world begins to silence

What is the answer behind this truth?
Should people answer it with another tears?
Even if the wound in this heart has began to ache once again
I dare to say that i'm okay

What is the reason for telling lies?
Even so, that's not the worst thing to remember
Because if we tell too much, the words flows too much
The truth will become blurred

Please, make an excuse for the sake of yourself
Everyone will go to the same place
But not in the same way as they think
That's why, we will surely together someday

Let's make an appropriate life
In exchange of sacrificing something
When the day where hesitation and despair meets
Surely, i will fight against it

With all my strength left inside me
I will turn the sky become blue
If only you understand...