My Words, Your Words

The chosen one who possess nothing
Remain unscattered until the very end
The world will soon finally meets its ending
This lonely universe was distorted without no one even knowing
The abyss was exposed and the time yearns for eternal sleep

The sky has finally closed its eyes until that day
When there are no more overwhelmed despair
The grace that we received by everlasting love
That guiding light that we followed unknowingly
Something we are longing for are cease to exist

When we exhale our last breath
Inside this imaginary decayed world
The disappearance of the symphony of this life
Portrayed deep within our eyes and our minds

If the nothingness is able to invade almost everything
How can we win and what will be left for us in the future?
Who will stand up for the sake of that hope?
Will you able to sing our melody?

We won't allow it to end like this, right?

Pieces...
There are times when your thoughts shattered
The day when your feelings burst
Broke into some fragments all over the place
There it is, the race is on

Do you know it's your turn next?
We never understand until we complete it
Up and down, everyone will realize
You will find me and I will find you
It's inevitable but it's a matter of time

Pieces...
There are times when our heart beating so fast
Someday it will burst and we never know
Even we are not playing games
Please play your roles carefully

Every moves has its meaning
Every mistakes has its regret
Pieces...

But you know
You can change tears and sadness
Into new strength and tenderness
To live and continue make decision

Pieces...

Where is the place to hear
The tale of happiness being together?
The bells are ringing everywhere

I've been telling many heroic story
Sadly, it's filled with exaggerations
Though I just want to meet
The person I cherished the most
Where are you?

I'm tired of denying things as if I'm not myself
Even I can't hold any blades to hurt myself anymore
I'm just swinging it for no reason
There is an invisible strength deep inside me

Romance is just some thoughts that can't be put into words
Not be able to explain cleverly to everything
Why this bitter tears overflow under the violet sky?
No matter how I tell you or do anything for you
You won't understand my real intention

I'm not sure if I have to wait for it
I'm not playing dice

If only our hearts is strong as steel
We will not want much at all
In the place where it shouldn't be existed

Who is that person?
Who said that 'my happiness is your happiness'?
Who wants to make another sequel that no one knows?

I wonder where I'll be headed tomorrow...

Something inside my mind
Demand to attack each other
Because the darkness in your mind shines brightly

Your wish and your excitement
It's all in your head
But when terrific moments come
Everything devastated into anger
Don't tell me it was a major mistake

I can tell that your heart is hungry
Because time will tell
When your own standard eat you up

Your own standard, pride, and excitement
Wrap it all in your own mind because this is a not a game
Everyone wants to win and no one wants to lose either

I wish that novelty wears off in the moment of time
So I can go through the stormy seas
We're not above the board but we live in a land
I want to get rid of all influences

Let us cross the world's limit
To go through the borderline
Let us be blind and be deaf
To live at the present time

Where's that heavenly place beyond the sky?
Soaring over the land where the war is never ends
Everything is increasing yet decreasing at the same time

How much memories that has lost as the time goes by?
How much anxiety that has come as the time goes by?

At that time, no one will ever see the truth
Only time will tell everything
As the universe grows old
Something unchanging will be revealed

I wonder,
Who is the person that still remember me?
Who is the person that accept my existence?
I wonder who are you..

How far they have been since they left their birthplace?
How much changed are they since they choose their own path?

At this moment, no one will realize the truth
Only time will tell everything
As the universe grows old
Something that will change continuously will be revealed

I wonder,
What is this feeling that makes me remember you?
What is this feeling that makes me want to protect you?
I wonder what is this..

Have you given up on living?
A momentary encounter
It's unexpected
...and changes everything

When you put a big smile in your face
You seem crying out loud inside
I wonder how should we call it?

Maybe it's the Truth, Happiness, or Hope
It's all yours, It's belong to you
When did people become so faithful against tomorrow?

Have you given up on believing?
For a moment I know it
It's miraculous
...and starts everything

When you say that everything is gonna be alright
You feel scared about small things inside
Don't you know that nothing is real?

It must be the Lies, Sadness, or Despair
It's all yours, It's all with you
Why did people become so fearful against tomorrow?

We always hate to lose
Being so stubborn and selfish
Is this the real me?

It's just a moment in the night
You won't hear any scream
It's just quiet and calm night
Even that quiet, moonlight shines brightly

And someone calls you, talk to you
And each words flowing out
And become your memories

As the time goes by
Which bring you closer to the end of days
Your heart starts to hope and make a promise
It looks like you don't know what you feel
But it is warm as if your heart wants to embrace something

Hope, what a good words
Will bring us into the dream
Even it is so far away
Even I can't see it

You were saved in this hope
But hope that is seen is not hope
Why does one still hope for what it sees?

But if we hope for what we don't see
We can eagerly wait for it

The future has draw near to me
An image of solitary soul were released
Could they draw the picture of happiness?

"Can you see the pattern of the clouds?"
You seem knows a lot
About the things that I don't know yet
I couldn't feel your tenderness
Even though you always pretend to be happy

The white canvas has just only one color until now
I wonder if you will paint your wish...

The past has went away from myself
Though I feel that I am being chased by them
Will I able to survive from this haunting fear?

The morning come earlier than usual
It's unpredictable but I have no choice
I remember that you always ask me the same question
"Why?" and "How?" suits you very much
Somehow it makes me very happy or hurts me so much

The door that leads to your wish is still tightly shut
No one could tell the reasons because you were...

I realized that now I've been surrounded by countless questions
Seeing many hopeless predictions didn't amuse me at all
But why I have to suffer this feeling? Is this Love?
I hear a voice "It was..."

Someday, i will face the future by myself
The things that will remain in the past
Maybe it is just a regret

Tomorrow has it's own speed
That no one can defeat
If you want to challenge it
Then go ahead, no one will stop you

Time isn't something that you can compete with
But it is your partner that will accompany
It's faithful until you face eternity

Everything, Everybody, Everyone
Will meet their ends someday
One things that will never wither
Is only unforgotten history

Maybe you always think like this
When you feel alone, time passes slowly
The other way, time goes so fast

Everybody has their own standards
But doesn't easy come and easy go
Maybe it's inevitable

If everything in this world decided by someone
Will you follow it or not?
If everything in this world isn't connected one by one
Will you accept it or not?
If everything in this world doesn't have their ends
What will you do?

For those who are keep struggling
From the insanity of these days
You will find the appropriate answer sooner

When you lose the feeling of kindness
The world seems turning into black & white
We're longing for something that we want to embrace

Losing my feeling,
Falling into the dream,
Is it me who escape from the reality?

"Are you expecting something unchanging?"
Probably, the future has the answer
In order to save myself from these illusion
I won't stray on this path by myself

At the moments where my tears calling out your name
The colors of the sky are fading into black
I couldn't see my reflection in the mirror
Am i losing my identity?

Baseless predictions,
Hopeless expressions,
Is that the sign of despair for me?

There's nothing called truth if i keep on escaping
Reality is something we should chase
Even it's run away from us
That's why it never ends...

You asked me, "Do you believe me?"
Even though you know my answer very well
I don't need anything as for now
I just want to believe

Am i depending on you too much?
We're getting closer day by day
Without even noticing that
Distance between us are shorter than before

The atmosphere are getting warmer
Your words shine brightly on me
Vanishing my fear against anything

Our feelings won't fade if we keep going
The bad memories quickly faded as the time goes by
We will running endlessly and won't stop
It doesn't scared me at all

I never understand what is happiness
But i learned something about it
When we're not alone surely we can feel it
It's hard to describe it well

When i'm without you the time runs slowly
As if i don't know what i should do
Am i trusting on you too much?

The most important things is today with you
It's hard if i should let you go but
Whatever will happens i have to be ready
Believing something is also preparing for unexpected things

Even so, why?
But that's it...
That's the way life is...

What happens with this era?
All the things visible cannot be expected
Everything that will happen can not be ascertained
The world and life is filled with doubt

Every person have the courage to say "Yes" to every choice
Without knowing what will happen later
Attitude that is needed today to deal with life
Which one would you choose, feelings or desires?

Anything that will appear tomorrow will not change today
But what happened today will change tomorrow
Life is not as simple as we think
What is there today are not necessarily there in time to come

In this era, every word spoken is uncertain
What they say is not the same as what people think
Fear is natural when we are all aware
Even it can change the truth into a lie

Because the words is ourselves
No matter how you say it
We are the words itself
Whatever lies beyond your mouth

What happens at this age?
The world and life is filled with doubt
But we are not alone if we want to choose
If you feel scared and do not have certainty
Let's finish it together

If i remember far away there
Anyone might pursuing their dream
Someone might leaving their decision
I have decided to keep moving forward

The seasons where fireworks appears
Finally come to an end
Strong wind blows against me
The leaves are fall behind me

I sometimes wonder
How could i walk this far?
When i'm thinking about it so deeply
I tried myself moving forward and leaving a footprints

The green leaves finally changes its color
The color of the sun is sinking into the dusk
I won't see the shadow of past memories again
It will fade away as the seasons pass

Strong wind blows against me again
And i keep walking forward
Though it may be a common expression after all
But it seems that you didn't notice that
Some part of me aren't there anymore

If you stumble and doesn't have any courage to face the reality
Please remember how far have you go
And how much time have you spend

You know that the time are belong to us
But it always moving and never going back,
Don't you know that?

Maybe this heart screamed for loneliness
It was wounded because of the meaningless pleasure
Spring winds could not keep me warm against it
I'm just waiting for this ice to melt

Passing the same road everyday
Meet the same scenery everyday
How long you will continue to go through this all?

You remember this place very well, don't you?
Because you know how to pass this way
You suddenly become brave because you understand it all
Fear comes suddenly if you didn't know anything

How should i put it?
Maybe it's uncomfortable to stay in your heart
Your heart is not a place where i should stop my step

I have lost my fear since i believe in myself
You don't need me and i want to forget about you
I think that's fair enough for you and me
Then, we doesn't need any reason anymore, are you ready?

Sometimes i wonder
If the rainbow lose all colors
Will people still call it rainbow?

However if the sky looks so bright
We couldn't see the sun clearly
Sometimes we cannot see bright things ahead
Time will explain to us how to see it

Because of the sky looks so cloudy
We couldn't see the sun clearly
Meaningful things sometimes hiding somewhere
In the place that we should know already

Sometimes i wonder
If the sun lose its lights
Will people still call it sun?

Because of this rain
We can't see the sky clearly
Be prepared for everything about anything
Because things are easily changing without any sign

Because of the rain before
We can see a beautiful rainbow in the sky
Patience is always better than pride
That's the basic to achieve wonderful things

Sometimes i wonder
If the sky are empty
Will people still want to look above?

Someday, i will face the future by myself
The things that will remain in the past
Maybe it is just a regret

Tomorrow has it's own speed
That no one can defeat
If you want to challenge it
Then go ahead, no one will stop you

Time isn't something that you can compete with
But it is your partner that will accompany
It's faithful until you face eternity

Everything Everybody Everyone
Will meet their ends someday
One things that will never wither
Is only unforgotten history

Maybe you always think like this
When you feel alone, time passes slowly
The other way, time goes so fast

Everybody has their own standards
But doesn't easy come and easy go
Maybe it's inevitable

If everything in this world decided by someone
Will you follow it or not?
If everything in this world isn't connected one by one
Will you accept it or not?
If everything in this world doesn't have their ends
What will you do?

As far as we seek the freedom
The more we'll be so tired
Chasing one after another
Steadily we come to an end

There are times when we can't understand others
Whenever it may be happen in this life
This heart will searching for loneliness

When you see the difference
Between you and the others
You may seem so powerless
Because you don't know everything

If you force your will again and again
Soon you will be distinguished
Like a flames in the gust of wind

We're all not the same
Even though we face similarity in many other ways
Desperation and Revelation might calls you
But Expectation won't come that easily

How many times we rejected?
Even though it won't always happen
What does it takes to enter other minds?
Everyone has their own world

Is everyone experiencing the same feeling?
Until the time meets an end someday
Should we need to make everything is the same?
So many uncomparable world in this world

Again, we come into a day
When words are something that we can rely of
These are the evidence to seek the truth
That already lost in labyrinth of despair

Is it like this?
Is it always the same?
Why do people have words?
Why can't people live as one?

Sometimes, i don't have any courage
Even to trust on anyone else
But i know i was wrong
Because, I've lost my confidence since that day

Do you notice that?
Do you try pretending to be ok all the time?
Who will stand and protect you at a time like that?
When you will feel free?

There will be a day
When you feel that you have lost all your strength
But, even it is going to happen
The Sun still rise and The world keep spinning

No matter how you try to express your hopeless expressions
No one will left you alone in the corner of this world
I'm feeling so...