My Words, Your Words

By not knowing what lies ahead
I keep on and keep on walking
By not realizing what will get me
I stay and stay until the morning

This world is vast and broad
But our minds are greater
But our bonds are deeper

Nothing ever goes wild
Like a smoke without fire
We're not chasing freedom
But we're bound and restricted

I'm not fixing things
I'm just trying to build it
I'm not smothering it
I'm just enjoying things

When things are no longer
Like it used to be anymore
It's time for you and me
To realize where are we belong
To question what are we doing

Maybe it's an end to a certain journey
But it's a start to another adventure
The journey of finding you and you
The adventure of knowing myself

I'm not fulfilling any promise
I'm not regretting anything
Because I live with my head held high
Because I'm not looking down to any of you

I want to see you
I yearn for you
I've been waiting for you
I'm waiting for the dark

The joy of summer has just begun
But I'm yearning for the snow
I don't want to see the light
I just want to see the fireworks

At the edge of the shore
I'm laying myself down
Carried away by the waves
While looking at a picture book
That ends beautifully like the stars

I chased one after another down
Only to find drowned by the waves
They rolling through the sand
Like a fury of emotions

I'm not afraid of the night
Even when the sun sets
The stars will appear again right?
Tomorrow surely will come again
The sun will rise again and shine
It's only a matter of time

I will be here and stay here
I will always be here and stay here
I will wait for the dawn
I will wait for the bird to chirp again

Let me tell you a story
About a boy and a girl
Perhaps they believe in this formless thing
It's something that everyone's desire

The boy believed that
The spark and the light of it
Transcends any border and time

The girl believed that
The bonds and the time spent on it
Mesmerizes any wall and shadow

When the light turns red
What are you going to do?
When the light turns green
Shall we continue and move on?

To the endlessly growing future
The endlessly growing future
Where thoughts and dreams are intertwined

If you don't like the story
Maybe you will like the ending
If you don't like the ending
The choice is in your hands

Is it matter for you?
Either to walk on or move on

"How many realities should we avoid?"
There are times when we're just standing
Holding back our imaginary falling tears

"We should make the choices of our own"
When you try to hide lies with another lies
What will you get in the end?

Where should we go to find a true smile?
Did you wish to stop and realize?
Remember the tragedy that revolves around you
Expectations are always crushed by intervention

Reality will never stop
It will go after you wherever you go
Please remember that playful melody
That sounds like an awkward silence

If you are running away today
Will you invite us along?
Let the love forsake you and teach you

And if you think that you can change
The direction of the winds of time
Please make it happen
Don't let it end like this

It is a pure white time again
Sparkling lights everywhere
I wonder if it's going to be different

It would be great if when we awoke
It had changed into a bright dreaming world
But at this time, I don't think you understand

Deep inside my heart, there's doubt
I feel like I want to stare out the window
But even after white snow covered the green plants
No matter how you deny it, it will stay green right?

Like the sunlight shining through the trees
I wish this will last longer than before
Like a flower that never withers
How I wish for that to happen

Let the sun blazes on me
Save me from the frozen clouds
I never think it is impossible
Let's go to the world outside and see

If this is a dream
I don't care if it stays a dream

Pieces...
There are times when your thoughts shattered
The day when your feelings burst
Broke into some fragments all over the place
There it is, the race is on

Do you know it's your turn next?
We never understand until we complete it
Up and down, everyone will realize
You will find me and I will find you
It's inevitable but it's a matter of time

Pieces...
There are times when our heart beating so fast
Someday it will burst and we never know
Even we are not playing games
Please play your roles carefully

Every moves has its meaning
Every mistakes has its regret
Pieces...

But you know
You can change tears and sadness
Into new strength and tenderness
To live and continue make decision

Pieces...

Long, Long time ago
I remember someone who always taught me
A warming and soothing fairytale
I wonder where that person now?

Sometimes I want to see the future
Decorated with sprinkle stars
Yet sometimes I start to have doubt
About things I always took for granted

Where is the nostalgic color I've always want to see?
I know if I keep moving forward I will reach it someday
When I think about the future in front of me
It's shining, so far away under the sky

When the joy and the pain
Living together as one
I'll surely rise without no regrets

I will never let my dream go
Let's embrace it with hope
Because we will return to that place
Filled with tears of happiness

There's no such thing called eternity
That's why I can move on and leave the universe behind
I will surpass the limit by myself and continue to smile

The shape of the future looks so plain from a distance
Blue sky, White clouds, what a common scene in the sky
Do you think that we can go beyond those common scene?

What is the thing that I expect
When everything goes normally in every way?
I know that I have no chance
So, I'm losing your smile

The universe were so small from above
I can see the peachy colors of spring
Blossoming everywhere throughout people's heart

Things that I like and I don't like
I don't care anymore at all right now
As long as I can spread my broken wings
Within this beautiful world

Nothing can stop me with this speed
Even the flawless smiling angel in this universe
I'm going to say goodbye like a butterfly
Because I know a new day is waiting for me

This trembling finger is such a restless feeling
My heart is scattered within my mind
I'm hugging my knees in the corner of this world

How many path should I choose?
I no can think of anything but you
A melody of sorrowful tune played in my heart
And break everything apart into pieces

How do I survive from this?
I can't exetend my hands to reach you
You, The illusion that dwelling inside me
Finally began to sparkling

As hard as a diamond
That's what a heart should be
If tomorrow never exist
The word 'stronger' wouldn't exist as well

When someone taught me about empty feeling
The pain goes deeper and deeper
I want to become an unwithering flower

How could I say 'Let's go'?
I only embrace this moment by myself
There is only one thing very important to me now
And you know what the answer is

How do I escape from this?
I'm going to see the lights without you
You, the image from the future inside me
Is now at my hand

As beautiful as a diamond
That's what a heart should be
If the future never exist
The word 'brighter' wouldn't exist as well

The future has draw near to me
An image of solitary soul were released
Could they draw the picture of happiness?

"Can you see the pattern of the clouds?"
You seem knows a lot
About the things that I don't know yet
I couldn't feel your tenderness
Even though you always pretend to be happy

The white canvas has just only one color until now
I wonder if you will paint your wish...

The past has went away from myself
Though I feel that I am being chased by them
Will I able to survive from this haunting fear?

The morning come earlier than usual
It's unpredictable but I have no choice
I remember that you always ask me the same question
"Why?" and "How?" suits you very much
Somehow it makes me very happy or hurts me so much

The door that leads to your wish is still tightly shut
No one could tell the reasons because you were...

I realized that now I've been surrounded by countless questions
Seeing many hopeless predictions didn't amuse me at all
But why I have to suffer this feeling? Is this Love?
I hear a voice "It was..."

I couldn't write this letter properly
The words flowing out as my hand write
As you can see, my fingers are trembling
It's not because today was so cold
Probably my heart racing because of you

How can I get along with you?
Through the heat of the day
And the mist of the night
Carrying a hope that won't fade away

Someday, I'll be at your place
I could stop in your station
But the most important things is
Your will towards me

I couldn't give you anything that
Could seen with your eyes but
I could give you something that
Couldn't see it with your eyes

Perhaps you could see it or
Even feel it with your heart...

Since I met you,
I've never wish for your happiness
I'm happy when I'm with you
Even just without words

So, please don't ask any question anymore
You know my answer very well
That's the truth

After dropped my last tears at the moment
I decided, I won't crying anymore
Though these days are irritating
It's not the main reason I'm crying

The curtain that hides my true self
Is now opened without any sign
I can feel the warming light now
My translucent heart is shining brightly

I hope I can change every drops of tears
Become a sparkles precious jewel
I will show it to you someday

Maybe everyone has their own illusion
That's why mistakes sometimes occurred
After all we're just an imperfect creature

There is no more smile if i keep standing here
I decided, i have to go even if I'm alone
Though my destination is still unclear

The vibrant future is calling me
Now I have to go without holding back anymore
Just for now I don't want to look back and I want to ask
"Does this voice reach you?"

"I thought that the things that I want to keep
Isn't a precious things"
I refrain myself and keep saying it repeatedly
"I am myself is a precious things
That someone would keep"
Sometimes we forgot,
How important our existence for this world

We were born to live
To live in these kind of days
Days when lie isn't a serious matter
That's why it's hard to trust anyone else

Life is never smooth like a silk
There are a lot of pattern of smiles and tears
Anything is possible even we have to tear it

What can I do to save it?
I'm tired of these days of meaningless fun
I hope I could become a shooting star
Just across the sky and then disappear

"Remember the day when we're forgotten"
I will keep saying this until I understand
I don't know if I should leave this lonely world behind

I want to become your shadow
I will follow you wherever you go
Nowhere to run, Nowhere to go
But my life wouldn't end like a shadow or a shooting star

Please trust me with all your might
Then we will continue to walk on this silky road

Dark room, Pillow train, Lullaby song
Get ready for a dream trip over the night
We'll departing soon no matter how you resist
Take me away, Let me fly away

Somewhere in this world,
Where the destination lies ahead
The place where Hope and Imagination painting
The image of uncertain future

We'll arrive soon but
We differs from the real world
If only you remember...

Family, Friends, Lovers
Appears in the same place at the same time
What's on your mind?

On my way, On the way, By the way
Who created these illusion anyway?
Take me away, Let me fly away

Something in this world
That cannot be seen by physical eyes
Something that your heart would see,
And make your mind thinking about it so often

We'll get it soon
But we have to chase it
No matter how

Identity and Personality
Differs unexpectedly so many times at the same time
What's on your mind?

Dark room, Pillow train, Lullaby song
Get ready for arrival in the next station
We'll arrive soon but we differs from the real world
Please remember...

Accepting the things that we hate
Is one of the hardest part in this life
We're living in this present time
To endure the things that we hate
Could you imagine that?

We are the products of the past behind us
But at the same time,
We are the projects of the future in front of us
That's why we have both,
The good things and the bad things

Learning from yesterday
To avoid any mistake for tomorrow
Isn't that a simple things?

Regret is for the past
Effort is for the present
Dream is for the future
They are connected in a simple form called Life

Let's get better everyday
If today you can't make it better
Let's make it tomorrow

Regrets in the past will bring us to efforts in the present
And it will make us dream about tomorrow
Yeah, big things starts from small things
Could you believe in such simple beings?

I took a new direction where the ray left off
I lost myself and falling inside the labyrinth
Nowhere to go and it's too dark to see

I keep walking even without destination
Nobody understand what i'm aiming for
Maybe that is the way i'm expressing my confusion

This is not about a childish fairy tale
When everything starts from sorrow and sadness
To the happy ending without suffering anything
Stop talking about imagination and back to the present

I need to keep silent without words flowing around
Nobody understand this eternal moment in this time
Don't act like you know me very well because it's useless

Neither this feelings nor that mind
Suddenly making a conclusion without even thinking
Could your heart and your mind runs harmonically?
Surely after that we could make a big decision

I never know that someone know me very well
But please stop talking about me as if you know me
It was a big mistake for mistaken me with someone else

If you think that your words are your strength
Soon you will lose unconsciously without facing anything
My only wish for now, i want to say it
I believe someone will call my name

You could let your tears flooding your face
I want you to share it with me, but... Why?

I want to love and to be loved
These piece of feeling are already scattered
Something that remains is only the pain

Tasteless conversation is hurts
Flavorless talk is hurts
But i can't say with own words
Unable to put these feelings into words

To forget and to be forgotten
Are such meaningless things
Run away and fleeing are also meaningless
The more pain we get, we will be stronger

Sometimes, we scared about something
That we have already know
And don't want to face it
But, we should be prepared

What for we cry?
What for we laugh?
What for we sad?
What for we happy?

When you think that
These feelings is not important anymore
You should know that
You are not alone

You can draw a sweet things
With pain and scar you had
So, let's do not judge something
That we really don't understand about

Being able to smile for each situation is good
But, it's really tiring if it's fake or doesn't go in that way

Today, in your mind, i can't see a war between hope and disappointment
But your face shows it all and anyone would think the same.

Don't blame on anyone else unless you can proof it all.
At least, you aren't looking so confuse to keep the atmosphere calm

However your heart are foggy, don't close your eyes,
It'll make you get out from the line and losing your self-control

You can't express it with your half-hearted attitude, in the end,
You will fall in regret, and protect yourself from despair

Isn't it useless to bringing so many words to the public place?
Isn't it shameful for you to acts without thinking?

When people around you doesn't match your standards,
You don't have any reason to act freely with your own emotion

Does it hurts you very much until you realize where are you right now?
As long as you know what you do, the present will able to understand you very well

Again, we come into a day
When words are something that we can rely of
These are the evidence to seek the truth
That already lost in labyrinth of despair

Is it like this?
Is it always the same?
Why do people have words?
Why can't people live as one?

Sometimes, i don't have any courage
Even to trust on anyone else
But i know i was wrong
Because, I've lost my confidence since that day

Do you notice that?
Do you try pretending to be ok all the time?
Who will stand and protect you at a time like that?
When you will feel free?

There will be a day
When you feel that you have lost all your strength
But, even it is going to happen
The Sun still rise and The world keep spinning

No matter how you try to express your hopeless expressions
No one will left you alone in the corner of this world
I'm feeling so...