My Words, Your Words

The chosen one who possess nothing
Remain unscattered until the very end
The world will soon finally meets its ending
This lonely universe was distorted without no one even knowing
The abyss was exposed and the time yearns for eternal sleep

The sky has finally closed its eyes until that day
When there are no more overwhelmed despair
The grace that we received by everlasting love
That guiding light that we followed unknowingly
Something we are longing for are cease to exist

When we exhale our last breath
Inside this imaginary decayed world
The disappearance of the symphony of this life
Portrayed deep within our eyes and our minds

If the nothingness is able to invade almost everything
How can we win and what will be left for us in the future?
Who will stand up for the sake of that hope?
Will you able to sing our melody?

We won't allow it to end like this, right?

Where are you going?
Fun, sad, and kind story
Where is that story now
And what is it like?

If a flower bloom by your side
I'll fall alone, quietly
And after watching your smile
I will escape from the abyss of despair

The snow and the smell of winter
Cut through today's sky
How was the scenery you saw?

Do you still remember the destination you once had?
What I wanted to be?
What I wanted to have?
Why do I keep fluttering my wings?
Why do I keep feeling a lonely aria?

If I could flow like the wind
If I could shine like the moon
I would...

Maybe it wasn't there
Maybe it was a dream or illusion
Maybe I slept too long
Yeah, maybe...

Portrait of happiness is clinging to
My old self which has dead
Along with the memories from the past
There's no sounds of laughter
It's quiet like the silent night

There's nothing can take away my courage
No one is going to take away my courage
I won't stay blind and deaf to overcome this fear
Because of the haunting illusion

When the happiness is possessing me
The shape of this world probably changed

Wind of justice are blindly following the shadow
There's no sign of tomorrow
Lights of sorrow are illuminating this universe
I wonder who will survive

My inner appearance is struggling
I always seek for freedom and then suffering
I fall down without even expressing my affections

Even if you don't believe me
I'm still continue living until now
Because I'm not dead yet
I'm not fully awake

I've always been living in the present
Spring has come and Winter has gone
Summer will come soon and Fall follows next
It was inevitable, I repeated such a life

What did you saw yesterday?
What do you see today?
What will you see tomorrow?
Can you embrace them all?
I believe you can

Do you still have the same dream?
Four seasons has passed, what is it like?
Do you give up with your love?
Where is that love now?
I don't have even one regret

Again and again I want to shout
Not to forget you at any time
But, you were crying and your voices ceased
How do I look in your eyes?

I wonder if
When I fall in love next time
Will it be with someone who has your name again?
Will you smiling together with the falling petals?
I want to feel the warm breezy wind of spring once again

Please ring that bell
The bell that bears happiness tone
So I can feel the warmth of Spring
Even though the snow is falling

Time has passed
If crying makes it better, then cry
Will you?

Can you feel the pain in this face?
The scattered face with no shape
All those scars are the proof
The proof that I'm the same as you

You shout, You laugh, You cry
Don't you understand?
You live a life in a normal way
Don't you think so?
This is not a game

We're sinners and you can't deny it
Searching for the lost answer desperately
To the end of the world

Can you see it? Can you feel it?
The fresh blood flows within you
When your heart is stabbed by sharp words
It's spills all over the place
Feel the pressure and be desperate
So you can keep struggling

When you feel so alive like yesterday
You act like never want to lose that feeling again
When you feel so alive like today
You're pretending didn't see the deep red scenery
Isn't that a lie?

We're sinners and you can't deny it
Stabbing and piercing one another with "Our way of life"
Revealing another face endlessly

...endlessly

Where's that heavenly place beyond the sky?
Soaring over the land where the war is never ends
Everything is increasing yet decreasing at the same time

How much memories that has lost as the time goes by?
How much anxiety that has come as the time goes by?

At that time, no one will ever see the truth
Only time will tell everything
As the universe grows old
Something unchanging will be revealed

I wonder,
Who is the person that still remember me?
Who is the person that accept my existence?
I wonder who are you..

How far they have been since they left their birthplace?
How much changed are they since they choose their own path?

At this moment, no one will realize the truth
Only time will tell everything
As the universe grows old
Something that will change continuously will be revealed

I wonder,
What is this feeling that makes me remember you?
What is this feeling that makes me want to protect you?
I wonder what is this..

When the ground shakes tremendously
Longing for the clouds in the sky
Every lost souls in this universe
Will be gone somewhere

Wanderers has losing a distance
To the path where he has to go
Another stranger suddenly appears
Carrying a decayed sword with a deep pain

The battlefield is filled with smell of the blood
If there's a dead corpse, could there be any hope?
Everything remains the same in the past

It's the world where humans live in
They defy their fate and continue living
In order to find the happiness
At the end of the world itself

Because the lost smile is in there
Because the bonds we're longing for is also there
It's where the souls will return and reunion together
The field where the roses blooming without bloodshed

The rainbow has lose it's colors
I've come this far to find the lost light
Nothing scares me than this fear

The cold body is moving in the heat of the night
Stars are sparkling but it's hard to see the path
The rotation of this universe is always the same

Prayer of eternity in the realm of darkness
Forbidden memories in ancient times
Why we always try to defy our fate?

Please return this world to its original form
Where the kindness and unity living together
Eternal life is our wish in this wonderland

Taking the pain by the same history
Overjoyed with those excitement
Imagine ourselves in the heavenly place

Now I'm running towards the sun
Searching for a lost paradise in this universe
Why time always took everything I had?

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Pieces of my heart began to aches
The red curtain falls violently

I walk silently in the shadow
The shining stars is my only guide
Could I reach the destined path?

High up on the moon
The other side of myself is crying
The voices of wind are weaving

The truth will always covered with a deep mist
I'm searching for it, and lost in it, then trapped within it
Does we have any other way to choose?
I'm still living for tomorrow and reveal that kind of truth

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Open your heart and open your eyes
As wide as the sea and the sky

The sparkling love will grow
Enlighten your mind by your side

Someday, i will face the future by myself
The things that will remain in the past
Maybe it is just a regret

Tomorrow has it's own speed
That no one can defeat
If you want to challenge it
Then go ahead, no one will stop you

Time isn't something that you can compete with
But it is your partner that will accompany
It's faithful until you face eternity

Everything, Everybody, Everyone
Will meet their ends someday
One things that will never wither
Is only unforgotten history

Maybe you always think like this
When you feel alone, time passes slowly
The other way, time goes so fast

Everybody has their own standards
But doesn't easy come and easy go
Maybe it's inevitable

If everything in this world decided by someone
Will you follow it or not?
If everything in this world isn't connected one by one
Will you accept it or not?
If everything in this world doesn't have their ends
What will you do?

"Evanescent..." what a sad words
Accepting regrets is not like yourself
The messages murmuring softly
As if it breaks the silence

Being trapped in chains of confusion
Carrying the burden of truth
Imprisoned in shadow of yourself
Are you in pain or feel the deep sorrow?

Tortured by reality is quite unusual for you
Can you see this darker sky?
Perhaps this is the fate that you should accept

"Everlasting..." what a selfish wish
Because of your will we keep standing in this path
The voices heaves softly
Certainly it rings my heartbeat

Being chased by your scary illusion
Darkness suddenly appear in your heart
Despair lies deep within your mind
Are you running away from your fear?

Engulfed by your own emotion and words
Can you realize what's happening on you?

Dark room, Pillow train, Lullaby song
Get ready for a dream trip over the night
We'll departing soon no matter how you resist
Take me away, Let me fly away

Somewhere in this world,
Where the destination lies ahead
The place where Hope and Imagination painting
The image of uncertain future

We'll arrive soon but
We differs from the real world
If only you remember...

Family, Friends, Lovers
Appears in the same place at the same time
What's on your mind?

On my way, On the way, By the way
Who created these illusion anyway?
Take me away, Let me fly away

Something in this world
That cannot be seen by physical eyes
Something that your heart would see,
And make your mind thinking about it so often

We'll get it soon
But we have to chase it
No matter how

Identity and Personality
Differs unexpectedly so many times at the same time
What's on your mind?

Dark room, Pillow train, Lullaby song
Get ready for arrival in the next station
We'll arrive soon but we differs from the real world
Please remember...

As for now, i want to write about 2 things, so i made 2 things in 1 post~

Do As I Say

There are things which can't be done with words
But it doesn't mean the words are useless
Sometimes we have to act without words
That's how we continue living along

At times when you confused with your duty
You complain about everything and doing nothing
I know sometimes we feel really tiring
But we can't just standing and being lazy

If you lost your spirit for now
Let's scream loudly to the boundless sky
You can do it, You can carry on

When people around you were so irritating
Try humming your favorite song and keep smiling
Every person in this world actually very nice
They only need some time to realize their mistake

If you ever feel that you are the worst
There is someone out there might be worse
than you
But we always have a chance to be better
That's why we shouldn't trapped by others words

If you didn't have any confidence for now
Look at the mirror that shows true image of yourself
You can carry on, You can do it

Even the times when you are alone comes suddenly
Look at the sky and see the sun still shine for you
Look at the ground and see the shadow still follow you
Nobody could stop your step now, isn't it? 


Not As I Do


I don't have an eye to teach you
I just want to share what i feel with you
If we could walk this way together smoothly
Isn't that a nice things to do?

There are things that we could never understand
A lot of things we could never understand by ourselves
Sometimes we know the answer when we listen to others

Betrayed by people,
Mistaken with someone else,
Forgotten by others,
When these moments occurs the world seems crashing down

It's not that I want to remember these moments but
I want to forget it sooner but it won't fade in my memories
Maybe this is the scar that you share with me

Extra-ordinary person doesn't always shine in the bright place
Nevertheless people never see the other side
The best things that i could done is keep silence

I am grateful for all the kindness
Since i have a chance to know you more
Somehow i feel nostalgic about this moments
The day when i accept the reality has repeating

Memories i've embraced,
Tragedies i've called,
Reflections i've accepted,
When these moments comes this world seems rebirth once again

I don't care if i should leave this lonely world behind
I want to do the best things that i could do this way
Until your eyes opened

Long, long time ago
I was standing in this place
Waiting for something
That will never come

Sleeping in front of the sunset
Sitting in front of the sunshine
If we enjoying beautiful things so much
Sooner or later it will be nothing

Everything are passed away with the rising sun
Cool things aren't important anymore
If i were the sun from today
I will start to shine without taking breath

After all we're just human
Who wants to save ourselves first
Sometimes person by person never realized
That everything they will do may save others

All the scenery we have seen now
Maybe won't come back again
Every chance that coming to us
It looks like a shooting star

Every people has their own wish
But not every people has their wish granted
If a wish is just willing for something
How do people survive to declare it?

If only the day when i should leave this place
Come so early and so suddenly
There will be a moment encounter
Feeling so depressed with full of regrets

The cloudy sky today has giving a sign
Decisions made because of the pressure of these feelings
No more words flows out from the living beings
As if the world begins to silence

What is the answer behind this truth?
Should people answer it with another tears?
Even if the wound in this heart has began to ache once again
I dare to say that i'm okay

What is the reason for telling lies?
Even so, that's not the worst thing to remember
Because if we tell too much, the words flows too much
The truth will become blurred

Please, make an excuse for the sake of yourself
Everyone will go to the same place
But not in the same way as they think
That's why, we will surely together someday

Let's make an appropriate life
In exchange of sacrificing something
When the day where hesitation and despair meets
Surely, i will fight against it

With all my strength left inside me
I will turn the sky become blue
If only you understand...