My Words, Your Words

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Pieces of my heart began to aches
The red curtain falls violently

I walk silently in the shadow
The shining stars is my only guide
Could I reach the destined path?

High up on the moon
The other side of myself is crying
The voices of wind are weaving

The truth will always covered with a deep mist
I'm searching for it, and lost in it, then trapped within it
Does we have any other way to choose?
I'm still living for tomorrow and reveal that kind of truth

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Open your heart and open your eyes
As wide as the sea and the sky

The sparkling love will grow
Enlighten your mind by your side

It's been a year since I know you
You were so clumsy yet funny
I was an innocent person back then

I tried to tracing the old footprints
The path we have chosen seems different
We keep running as if never tired
I wonder why?

Now I realized that we're completely lost
We were raised with those feelings
No hope yet No despair
Clear like the boundless sky

When I'm gone somewhere
I hope you will searching for me
Even if you're lost in the eternal paradise
Where we will reunite together again

When I arrived at my home
There was a brown scarf in front of my door
Instead of you who should give that present to me

The Happy Birthday message from the scarf
Will always bring the warm feeling to me
Even if I couldn't meet you that night
I feel like you are very close to me

Since that day I have changed
Now I understand the meaning of your kindness
Every time I remember the brown scarf
My tears would dropped once again

When I'm gone somewhere
I hope you will find me
Even if you're trapped in the reality
Where our memories will live forever

I can't describe this feeling for a long time
The only thing that I would understand is
I'm sure that we're connected in different place
I secretly wish for your existence long time ago

I don't know where to find the pieces of a puzzle
We come along this journey so far
In the end, we start questioning ourselves
I don't want it to happen anymore

Do you ever realized that the world
Spinning in an interesting direction?
The proof is we could see different scenery everyday

The blue stars around the red moon tonight is beautiful
As if you could see fire and ice in the vast night sky
Don't you think that our life is as colorful as it is?
It's hard to say what I feel right now

I want to shout my feeling out loud but I can't
Did you feel the same way as I am?
We're probably connected through a secret line
Hidden deep in your mind and my heart

Don't you think that this is an interesting life?
We can move on and start over if you want
And we could see different scenery everyday

After dropped my last tears at the moment
I decided, I won't crying anymore
Though these days are irritating
It's not the main reason I'm crying

The curtain that hides my true self
Is now opened without any sign
I can feel the warming light now
My translucent heart is shining brightly

I hope I can change every drops of tears
Become a sparkles precious jewel
I will show it to you someday

Maybe everyone has their own illusion
That's why mistakes sometimes occurred
After all we're just an imperfect creature

There is no more smile if i keep standing here
I decided, i have to go even if I'm alone
Though my destination is still unclear

The vibrant future is calling me
Now I have to go without holding back anymore
Just for now I don't want to look back and I want to ask
"Does this voice reach you?"

What happens with this era?
All the things visible cannot be expected
Everything that will happen can not be ascertained
The world and life is filled with doubt

Every person have the courage to say "Yes" to every choice
Without knowing what will happen later
Attitude that is needed today to deal with life
Which one would you choose, feelings or desires?

Anything that will appear tomorrow will not change today
But what happened today will change tomorrow
Life is not as simple as we think
What is there today are not necessarily there in time to come

In this era, every word spoken is uncertain
What they say is not the same as what people think
Fear is natural when we are all aware
Even it can change the truth into a lie

Because the words is ourselves
No matter how you say it
We are the words itself
Whatever lies beyond your mouth

What happens at this age?
The world and life is filled with doubt
But we are not alone if we want to choose
If you feel scared and do not have certainty
Let's finish it together

Maybe this heart screamed for loneliness
It was wounded because of the meaningless pleasure
Spring winds could not keep me warm against it
I'm just waiting for this ice to melt

Passing the same road everyday
Meet the same scenery everyday
How long you will continue to go through this all?

You remember this place very well, don't you?
Because you know how to pass this way
You suddenly become brave because you understand it all
Fear comes suddenly if you didn't know anything

How should i put it?
Maybe it's uncomfortable to stay in your heart
Your heart is not a place where i should stop my step

I have lost my fear since i believe in myself
You don't need me and i want to forget about you
I think that's fair enough for you and me
Then, we doesn't need any reason anymore, are you ready?

Here, in my room
I've been showing so many feelings
That no one else would know
Which direction i'll go afterwards

So many things that i want to give to everyone
This feeling, This pain, This moments, please accept it all as a good memories

At this kind of moment, the words that running around in my mind is only "Thank You"
Even i can't say it out loud, i think anyone could understand the shape of my face

Here, in my room
I've been flooding this place with overflowing tears
I'm not sad or anything but this is the result of each memories

I've been searching the perfect words to express this feeling
But, it's not like me who always telling something with uncertain thoughts

At this kind of moment, the only thing that i could do is just humming the messages
Even i can't do it properly but at least i didn't hurt anyone else

I want to protect that time, so no one can interrupt the story
I want to protect that experience, so you can embrace that moment

If everyone could understand what does it means to take the pain,
They will welcome the pain peacefully, not forcefully

Here, in my room
I understand it all..