My Words, Your Words

In a seemingly obnoxious place
Where time manifested itself
Into something that we can embrace
We may put our hope in it
In order to heal and restore us

In what happy, magical, dwelling place
are we in for these remaining days?
Should we live in it or just let it die?

We may not leave but we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing softly
How many times this needs to be repeated?

In the distant faraway bright future
Where nobody has reached there yet
Which everyone are curious to seek
Anybody may give up something for it
In order to realizing what they have imagined

In what terrifying, dreadful, circumstances
are we in for quite such a long time?
Could you live in it or just let it die?

We can't just leave yet we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing slowly
How could we ended up this way?

9.. 8.. 7.. and the bell is stopped ringing
6.. 5.. 4.. and the bell is no more to be heard
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is nowhere to be seen

It's too late to ask..
What you.. wish.. for..

Can you feel the pain in this face?
The scattered face with no shape
All those scars are the proof
The proof that I'm the same as you

You shout, You laugh, You cry
Don't you understand?
You live a life in a normal way
Don't you think so?
This is not a game

We're sinners and you can't deny it
Searching for the lost answer desperately
To the end of the world

Can you see it? Can you feel it?
The fresh blood flows within you
When your heart is stabbed by sharp words
It's spills all over the place
Feel the pressure and be desperate
So you can keep struggling

When you feel so alive like yesterday
You act like never want to lose that feeling again
When you feel so alive like today
You're pretending didn't see the deep red scenery
Isn't that a lie?

We're sinners and you can't deny it
Stabbing and piercing one another with "Our way of life"
Revealing another face endlessly

...endlessly

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Pieces of my heart began to aches
The red curtain falls violently

I walk silently in the shadow
The shining stars is my only guide
Could I reach the destined path?

High up on the moon
The other side of myself is crying
The voices of wind are weaving

The truth will always covered with a deep mist
I'm searching for it, and lost in it, then trapped within it
Does we have any other way to choose?
I'm still living for tomorrow and reveal that kind of truth

"Why do we fight in our lives?"
Open your heart and open your eyes
As wide as the sea and the sky

The sparkling love will grow
Enlighten your mind by your side

The dazzling sun seems brighter than usual
I can feel the voice of nature calling me
No matter how I go to another direction
The voice will guide me to the next destination

The footsteps that I made leaving my past behind
The falling leaves as the wind blows is a sign for me
Everything I do, wouldn't always smooth as you can see
I continue to walk on this endless winding road

Did you remember?
When the stars isn't sparkling
I might be crying and she will lost her feeling

As deep as the ocean, As blue as the ocean
The blue sky always able to see
Close your eyes and you will understand

Didn't you remember?
When the stars are shining
She is crying for something inside me

Daybreak hasn't come yet,
Moonlight hasn't appear yet,
But why my memories are fading?

Why I can't remember anything?
Though I just want to recalling
Before the world stops spinning
I want to be stronger without crying

"Evanescent..." what a sad words
Accepting regrets is not like yourself
The messages murmuring softly
As if it breaks the silence

Being trapped in chains of confusion
Carrying the burden of truth
Imprisoned in shadow of yourself
Are you in pain or feel the deep sorrow?

Tortured by reality is quite unusual for you
Can you see this darker sky?
Perhaps this is the fate that you should accept

"Everlasting..." what a selfish wish
Because of your will we keep standing in this path
The voices heaves softly
Certainly it rings my heartbeat

Being chased by your scary illusion
Darkness suddenly appear in your heart
Despair lies deep within your mind
Are you running away from your fear?

Engulfed by your own emotion and words
Can you realize what's happening on you?

Long, long time ago
I was standing in this place
Waiting for something
That will never come

Sleeping in front of the sunset
Sitting in front of the sunshine
If we enjoying beautiful things so much
Sooner or later it will be nothing

Everything are passed away with the rising sun
Cool things aren't important anymore
If i were the sun from today
I will start to shine without taking breath

After all we're just human
Who wants to save ourselves first
Sometimes person by person never realized
That everything they will do may save others

All the scenery we have seen now
Maybe won't come back again
Every chance that coming to us
It looks like a shooting star

Every people has their own wish
But not every people has their wish granted
If a wish is just willing for something
How do people survive to declare it?

I took a new direction where the ray left off
I lost myself and falling inside the labyrinth
Nowhere to go and it's too dark to see

I keep walking even without destination
Nobody understand what i'm aiming for
Maybe that is the way i'm expressing my confusion

This is not about a childish fairy tale
When everything starts from sorrow and sadness
To the happy ending without suffering anything
Stop talking about imagination and back to the present

I need to keep silent without words flowing around
Nobody understand this eternal moment in this time
Don't act like you know me very well because it's useless

Neither this feelings nor that mind
Suddenly making a conclusion without even thinking
Could your heart and your mind runs harmonically?
Surely after that we could make a big decision

I never know that someone know me very well
But please stop talking about me as if you know me
It was a big mistake for mistaken me with someone else

If you think that your words are your strength
Soon you will lose unconsciously without facing anything
My only wish for now, i want to say it
I believe someone will call my name

You could let your tears flooding your face
I want you to share it with me, but... Why?

What happens with this era?
All the things visible cannot be expected
Everything that will happen can not be ascertained
The world and life is filled with doubt

Every person have the courage to say "Yes" to every choice
Without knowing what will happen later
Attitude that is needed today to deal with life
Which one would you choose, feelings or desires?

Anything that will appear tomorrow will not change today
But what happened today will change tomorrow
Life is not as simple as we think
What is there today are not necessarily there in time to come

In this era, every word spoken is uncertain
What they say is not the same as what people think
Fear is natural when we are all aware
Even it can change the truth into a lie

Because the words is ourselves
No matter how you say it
We are the words itself
Whatever lies beyond your mouth

What happens at this age?
The world and life is filled with doubt
But we are not alone if we want to choose
If you feel scared and do not have certainty
Let's finish it together

Under the moonlight night sky
So many things that I can feel in this present moment
Many things can not be expressed in words
But I have choose the road which I think is right

I think that the road had I traveled so far
Giving me a valuable lesson even that made me fall
Therefore I can't take a bigger steps
Although finally I can breathe calmly again

Maybe the winds blow harder than usual
But the heat of the sun will still be the same as usual
If you feel there is a sad thing
I'm here to feel what you feel

I wasn't sad anymore but why these tears keep falling
I'm still asleep, although overshadowed by feelings of guilt
I even still could see you even if you're not there
No one knows but only myself knows that very well

The scar in this heart will change someday
Turned into a warmth that can I give
To anyone who would do anything for a smile
That's why I regard it as the most valuable thing

What do you want to find in the end of your journey?
What is the thing that you want to keep safely?
When you want to find the answer, listen to the voice of your heart and go along with the beat

In this short stories of life,
How many questions appears at the same time when you have to choose something important for your life?

It could be boring if you just live for yourself, but it wasn't an easy thing to realize it
It might be fun if you always together with your ordinary friends,
But it might be meaningless fun if you just fulfill it for yourself.

It was the reality, wandering around us searching for the truth
Don't you have a definite answer?

Should we measure that distance?
What does it takes to the next moment?

When people keep the pride inside of them,
The more they try to be defensive against usual things

Let's shorten the distance then, with sacrifice
Let's unite together, so that the victory is ours