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Counting Days

In a seemingly obnoxious place
Where time manifested itself
Into something that we can embrace
We may put our hope in it
In order to heal and restore us

In what happy, magical, dwelling place
are we in for these remaining days?
Should we live in it or just let it die?

We may not leave but we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing softly
How many times this needs to be repeated?

In the distant faraway bright future
Where nobody has reached there yet
Which everyone are curious to seek
Anybody may give up something for it
In order to realizing what they have imagined

In what terrifying, dreadful, circumstances
are we in for quite such a long time?
Could you live in it or just let it die?

We can't just leave yet we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing slowly
How could we ended up this way?

9.. 8.. 7.. and the bell is stopped ringing
6.. 5.. 4.. and the bell is no more to be heard
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is nowhere to be seen

It's too late to ask..
What you.. wish.. for..

Night of Ballads

I sing to you
the last song
It reminds me
a yellow dress

That moment
in my arms
means forever
in my heart

The full moon
looked at you
Our short stories
will never end

Let's walk away
You must be brave
To let it go
 Only one wish
I have left

Relentless

"How many realities should we avoid?"
There are times when we're just standing
Holding back our imaginary falling tears

"We should make the choices of our own"
When you try to hide lies with another lies
What will you get in the end?

Where should we go to find a true smile?
Did you wish to stop and realize?
Remember the tragedy that revolves around you
Expectations are always crushed by intervention

Reality will never stop
It will go after you wherever you go
Please remember that playful melody
That sounds like an awkward silence

If you are running away today
Will you invite us along?
Let the love forsake you and teach you

And if you think that you can change
The direction of the winds of time
Please make it happen
Don't let it end like this

Now & Then

Days are passing by like flock of bird in the orange sky
Fetching the sunset and closing the curtain of dusk
The cloudy sky has no clue about sincerity
Though it's just waiting for the dusk

How is life for you?
You used to believe that
You will carry a big scar behind your back
Now that you see it by yourself
How do you feel about that?
Don't you feel so proud right now?

Nobody really understands you
Even after several years passed
Do you still have the courage to believe?

You never wish for happiness, don't you?
You let everyone feel what is love
With your knowledge you teach them how to live
Now you have gone to the place where we will never see you again

Let's hope that someday
Your light inside you shining brightly more than anything

Happiness

Tell me,
What is that?
Is it when I can hug you
To express my gratitude?
Am I wrong?

I am holding nothing special
But why did you choose me?
I stand up to challenge my fate
But why you did this to me?

Teach me,
What is that?
Is it when I can say I love you
To express my feeling?
Is that true?

I stay as I am like that day
I continue to be a man of my heart
With our own actions
Let's bring this to the end

What did you get?

Lost Love

There's a place where I should put my feelings
But it's already blurred, buried under the snow
The falling rose petals weakens my passion
I can't bear that kind of fear anymore

Sinking in the deep blue sea
I can't feel my tears anymore
This is the time when I have to break
The things I've raised for a long time

Pretending to be okay all the time
I've always been dreaming about something
That would never come true

I never imagined that
This kind of love could take my strength away

What is the most important things
That I lost when I started to like you?
What is the most important things
That I got when I started to like you?

But now, I can waving to yesterday
Seeking for the new journey
Looking for a place
Where I can put my feelings

Dead End

Take me to the place where the sun is dark
The place where i can't hear anything
Nobody knows and nobody cares

I feel that i have lost everything to tears
I couldn't smile as natural as always
Little efforts even that breath-taking

I'm appears as if i'm disappears
I'm here in this place without no one realize
Just leave me alone in the corner of this world

Simply talking without believing are worthless
I found myself frozen against those sharp words
If you think that i'm the worst,
I feel that i'm even worse than you imagine

It's over already
I will accept it as a lesson
Tears does not end as a sin
Someday i'll be better

Now, i just want to cry
As much as the rain falls
Leave me alone and don't ever call me
Let me cry among the stars

I really want to tell you something
But it's over already and it's the end
The story has finally come to an end

Good-bye,
I believe we will meet again
In another chance

Drifting Away

I am asking to myself for sure
"Can i walk through that door to tomorrow?"
Sometimes i don't want to pass a new day
It is too bright, i can't see anything

Living in the present was such a gift
Leaving trace from these roads aren't bad
I walk on without my chin up
Heading for another places that i don't know

Since when that i'm so forgotten?
I really don't care about it all very much
But people sometimes are really annoying

If my wish were granted
I don't want to face the future anymore
I believe there's no painful again

As shadows follows light
The darkness cannot be destroyed
After all, as far as i go
Despair and Hope keeps following me

If we judge anything easily with own two eyes
Without thinking others deeply
Someday we will leave a scar
With an embarrassing pain

Everything that started with anger
Will ended with shameless feeling

I regretting myself for judging easily
Now I know that tomorrow should come
In order to save everyone
In order to changes everything

If i ever think that something very annoying
That's not because others
It's because of myself that never understand
What these words are for...

Missing You

Maybe i made up this decision
Because there were no other choice
I even thought that this isn't from my heart
That day seems memorable

If we remember far to yesterday
I won't forget the moments
When we met and laughing together
But then, our tears rolled suddenly

I see your picture hanging in my room
But you're not the same anymore
The pieces of my heart are missing something

Even in the day when i said goodbye too you
I still thought of you very well
The sky was beautiful back then

As blue as the ocean
That was my feeling toward it
I wanted to say thank you but
It seems so bittersweet to think about it

Maybe i was too pushy to think about this decision
But with the strength inside me
I will keep this as a promise and not as a regret
Even though i'm feeling so

Could we cry as much as we want for now?
However these flattering days are passed
Our memories will grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember

I want to believe and raise our chins up today
No matter how the seasons change
Are you ready?