My Words, Your Words

The sadness keeps resonating
Just like a sharp blade
Pierced through my feelings

Words that proclaimed in this universe
Is not an empty dream
Just like an empty vessel
Vacillated to the bottom of the sea

I will praise these poisonous words
So I can continue fly to the highest place
Your voice calling out for me
Always only turns into sadness

But if...

The world is began to diminish
In this land of wilderness
We only can see the loveless creature
So where is the freedom?

My powerless body is sinking to the past
If you can’t see me, then it’s like I’m not there
My darkening heart keeps yearning
If you can't feel me, then it's like I'm not there

Notes:
My first writing in 2011, for this year I'm aiming to write something more complicated, which makes the reader wondering if they can interpret it very well or not, there's no secret here actually. Anyway, please welcome 2011 and Happy (Chinese) New Year! Since I forgot~

There's no such thing called eternity
That's why I can move on and leave the universe behind
I will surpass the limit by myself and continue to smile

The shape of the future looks so plain from a distance
Blue sky, White clouds, what a common scene in the sky
Do you think that we can go beyond those common scene?

What is the thing that I expect
When everything goes normally in every way?
I know that I have no chance
So, I'm losing your smile

The universe were so small from above
I can see the peachy colors of spring
Blossoming everywhere throughout people's heart

Things that I like and I don't like
I don't care anymore at all right now
As long as I can spread my broken wings
Within this beautiful world

Nothing can stop me with this speed
Even the flawless smiling angel in this universe
I'm going to say goodbye like a butterfly
Because I know a new day is waiting for me

Maybe this heart screamed for loneliness
It was wounded because of the meaningless pleasure
Spring winds could not keep me warm against it
I'm just waiting for this ice to melt

Passing the same road everyday
Meet the same scenery everyday
How long you will continue to go through this all?

You remember this place very well, don't you?
Because you know how to pass this way
You suddenly become brave because you understand it all
Fear comes suddenly if you didn't know anything

How should i put it?
Maybe it's uncomfortable to stay in your heart
Your heart is not a place where i should stop my step

I have lost my fear since i believe in myself
You don't need me and i want to forget about you
I think that's fair enough for you and me
Then, we doesn't need any reason anymore, are you ready?

I've heard too much words for now
It's not about the past or the future
It's just because you don't understand
The real meaning behind of this

When hope meets wish at the same time
I'm pretty sure that it will be granted
No matter how it will be taken
At least we just trying to believe

To love is to trust
But sometimes both of them can't get along well
It's just a line that crossed over the border

When i hear the words about nonsense
Talking so steadily as if knows everything
It's just plain useless to reply it
What i don't need for now is just words

Anyone would notice if we acts different suddenly
But just some of them wants to correct that
Is regret always come with reaction?
I don't have a time to remember that kind of things

To answer is to choose
We need a clear explanation for each questions
Even if it doesn't have any answer at all

Could we make people forget about us?
That's an appropriate questions for now
Would you like to forget about me today?
That was a perfect question at the moment

I'd try to keep silent
I've already decided
I don't want any words spill out

Human are just forgetful creatures
It's impossible to live without forgetting things
Why does these kinds of creature exist?
I won't blame on anything or anyone

Words aren't easy things to hold

It's something that will binds you
If you try to hesitate to it
Even sometimes words will betray you

Everyone will forgot and regret this
Even it's already happened twice
Do you remember another living beings?
They always keep their promise

History is repeated itself
As if it's rolling around in this dirty world
Time is rule over you
And you can't deny that

Idealistic theory may changed your mind
But it doesn't last forever
And it was start with the words
What is words anyway?

Everything begin from words
And lastly wordly attitude will end
In the way where they choose