My Words, Your Words

In a seemingly obnoxious place
Where time manifested itself
Into something that we can embrace
We may put our hope in it
In order to heal and restore us

In what happy, magical, dwelling place
are we in for these remaining days?
Should we live in it or just let it die?

We may not leave but we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing softly
How many times this needs to be repeated?

In the distant faraway bright future
Where nobody has reached there yet
Which everyone are curious to seek
Anybody may give up something for it
In order to realizing what they have imagined

In what terrifying, dreadful, circumstances
are we in for quite such a long time?
Could you live in it or just let it die?

We can't just leave yet we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing slowly
How could we ended up this way?

9.. 8.. 7.. and the bell is stopped ringing
6.. 5.. 4.. and the bell is no more to be heard
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is nowhere to be seen

It's too late to ask..
What you.. wish.. for..

The sadness keeps resonating
Just like a sharp blade
Pierced through my feelings

Words that proclaimed in this universe
Is not an empty dream
Just like an empty vessel
Vacillated to the bottom of the sea

I will praise these poisonous words
So I can continue fly to the highest place
Your voice calling out for me
Always only turns into sadness

But if...

The world is began to diminish
In this land of wilderness
We only can see the loveless creature
So where is the freedom?

My powerless body is sinking to the past
If you can’t see me, then it’s like I’m not there
My darkening heart keeps yearning
If you can't feel me, then it's like I'm not there

Notes:
My first writing in 2011, for this year I'm aiming to write something more complicated, which makes the reader wondering if they can interpret it very well or not, there's no secret here actually. Anyway, please welcome 2011 and Happy (Chinese) New Year! Since I forgot~

Where's that heavenly place beyond the sky?
Soaring over the land where the war is never ends
Everything is increasing yet decreasing at the same time

How much memories that has lost as the time goes by?
How much anxiety that has come as the time goes by?

At that time, no one will ever see the truth
Only time will tell everything
As the universe grows old
Something unchanging will be revealed

I wonder,
Who is the person that still remember me?
Who is the person that accept my existence?
I wonder who are you..

How far they have been since they left their birthplace?
How much changed are they since they choose their own path?

At this moment, no one will realize the truth
Only time will tell everything
As the universe grows old
Something that will change continuously will be revealed

I wonder,
What is this feeling that makes me remember you?
What is this feeling that makes me want to protect you?
I wonder what is this..

The rainbow has lose it's colors
I've come this far to find the lost light
Nothing scares me than this fear

The cold body is moving in the heat of the night
Stars are sparkling but it's hard to see the path
The rotation of this universe is always the same

Prayer of eternity in the realm of darkness
Forbidden memories in ancient times
Why we always try to defy our fate?

Please return this world to its original form
Where the kindness and unity living together
Eternal life is our wish in this wonderland

Taking the pain by the same history
Overjoyed with those excitement
Imagine ourselves in the heavenly place

Now I'm running towards the sun
Searching for a lost paradise in this universe
Why time always took everything I had?

How deep is our thoughts
When it comes to terrifying past?
You teach me something important
Through my fear, despair, and hatred

I want to talk about you a lot
Even though I don't know how
Your message is engraved within my heart
Because you taught me
How important my existence is

If this is the beginning of everything
How should I start? What should I do?
You taught me, my existence doesn't last forever
Were I able to go over the clouds peacefully?

Even if you say goodbye and suddenly disappears
You'll always be in my heart
I know I'm not alone anymore
Why I was born... How I want to live...
Thanks for your guidance within me

You always do what you set your heart on
I think it's not an easy thing to do
I want to follow you in that way

I just don't understand
What I should do when I felt so lonely
I believe I will find the answer for ourselves
Because I know I have to say goodbye someday

NOTE:

Okay, for this one it seems very different from my usual works, because for this post, I inspired by one of the famous game in PSX, which is Final Fantasy IX. If you know it, you will find a lot of of the quotes in this post. Anyway, even though this one seems different, I have to say that this is not bad, since the quotes from the games are so many. Thank You~

It's just a moment in the night
You won't hear any scream
It's just quiet and calm night
Even that quiet, moonlight shines brightly

And someone calls you, talk to you
And each words flowing out
And become your memories

As the time goes by
Which bring you closer to the end of days
Your heart starts to hope and make a promise
It looks like you don't know what you feel
But it is warm as if your heart wants to embrace something

Hope, what a good words
Will bring us into the dream
Even it is so far away
Even I can't see it

You were saved in this hope
But hope that is seen is not hope
Why does one still hope for what it sees?

But if we hope for what we don't see
We can eagerly wait for it

Someday, i will face the future by myself
The things that will remain in the past
Maybe it is just a regret

Tomorrow has it's own speed
That no one can defeat
If you want to challenge it
Then go ahead, no one will stop you

Time isn't something that you can compete with
But it is your partner that will accompany
It's faithful until you face eternity

Everything, Everybody, Everyone
Will meet their ends someday
One things that will never wither
Is only unforgotten history

Maybe you always think like this
When you feel alone, time passes slowly
The other way, time goes so fast

Everybody has their own standards
But doesn't easy come and easy go
Maybe it's inevitable

If everything in this world decided by someone
Will you follow it or not?
If everything in this world isn't connected one by one
Will you accept it or not?
If everything in this world doesn't have their ends
What will you do?

"Evanescent..." what a sad words
Accepting regrets is not like yourself
The messages murmuring softly
As if it breaks the silence

Being trapped in chains of confusion
Carrying the burden of truth
Imprisoned in shadow of yourself
Are you in pain or feel the deep sorrow?

Tortured by reality is quite unusual for you
Can you see this darker sky?
Perhaps this is the fate that you should accept

"Everlasting..." what a selfish wish
Because of your will we keep standing in this path
The voices heaves softly
Certainly it rings my heartbeat

Being chased by your scary illusion
Darkness suddenly appear in your heart
Despair lies deep within your mind
Are you running away from your fear?

Engulfed by your own emotion and words
Can you realize what's happening on you?

When you show your smiling face
It's so tender and sometimes warm me up
It looks like a history
That cannot be erased anymore

Feeling so depressed and confused
Make people around asking "Why?"
So many questions appear

Sometimes people asking others
Without care of themselves
I don't know it's a promise or not
But, just don't answer it

We're just a small existence
That cannot be erased easily
Please don't tell me that
This is the reason for your answer

Although the smallest things in this world
Are not the important things for this world
We are not the same

Sometimes i wonder
What is your thoughts if
Your existence will be erased?
From this world, of course...

Sometimes i wonder
If the rainbow lose all colors
Will people still call it rainbow?

However if the sky looks so bright
We couldn't see the sun clearly
Sometimes we cannot see bright things ahead
Time will explain to us how to see it

Because of the sky looks so cloudy
We couldn't see the sun clearly
Meaningful things sometimes hiding somewhere
In the place that we should know already

Sometimes i wonder
If the sun lose its lights
Will people still call it sun?

Because of this rain
We can't see the sky clearly
Be prepared for everything about anything
Because things are easily changing without any sign

Because of the rain before
We can see a beautiful rainbow in the sky
Patience is always better than pride
That's the basic to achieve wonderful things

Sometimes i wonder
If the sky are empty
Will people still want to look above?

Every small rotation of this world
Will deliver us to the ends of anything
Slowly, we are facing the eternity
In this flowing of time
That was the reality

When things are begin so fast, the ending will arrives quickly
No one could deny that, even me
It's not possible to make any rules at time like this

We are just a small creatures, that living in the same way
Our existence is like the dots, in the whole time
But the dots will become a big shape, if a lines connected each other

Everything that happens in this world are necessary
It's inevitable and so important
Nothing is useless
That was the true form of this universe

We continue to walk on this path, to the end of the world, leaving so many things behind every small rotation of this world

Forever, to the ends of the world, let's start to make a grateful journey
You and I, let's make another history
Until the day when this universe stops spinning..