My Words, Your Words

By not knowing what lies ahead
I keep on and keep on walking
By not realizing what will get me
I stay and stay until the morning

This world is vast and broad
But our minds are greater
But our bonds are deeper

Nothing ever goes wild
Like a smoke without fire
We're not chasing freedom
But we're bound and restricted

I'm not fixing things
I'm just trying to build it
I'm not smothering it
I'm just enjoying things

When things are no longer
Like it used to be anymore
It's time for you and me
To realize where are we belong
To question what are we doing

Maybe it's an end to a certain journey
But it's a start to another adventure
The journey of finding you and you
The adventure of knowing myself

I'm not fulfilling any promise
I'm not regretting anything
Because I live with my head held high
Because I'm not looking down to any of you

I want to see you
I yearn for you
I've been waiting for you
I'm waiting for the dark

The joy of summer has just begun
But I'm yearning for the snow
I don't want to see the light
I just want to see the fireworks

At the edge of the shore
I'm laying myself down
Carried away by the waves
While looking at a picture book
That ends beautifully like the stars

I chased one after another down
Only to find drowned by the waves
They rolling through the sand
Like a fury of emotions

I'm not afraid of the night
Even when the sun sets
The stars will appear again right?
Tomorrow surely will come again
The sun will rise again and shine
It's only a matter of time

I will be here and stay here
I will always be here and stay here
I will wait for the dawn
I will wait for the bird to chirp again

Let me tell you a story
About a boy and a girl
Perhaps they believe in this formless thing
It's something that everyone's desire

The boy believed that
The spark and the light of it
Transcends any border and time

The girl believed that
The bonds and the time spent on it
Mesmerizes any wall and shadow

When the light turns red
What are you going to do?
When the light turns green
Shall we continue and move on?

To the endlessly growing future
The endlessly growing future
Where thoughts and dreams are intertwined

If you don't like the story
Maybe you will like the ending
If you don't like the ending
The choice is in your hands

Is it matter for you?
Either to walk on or move on

I sing to you
the last song
It reminds me
a yellow dress

That moment
in my arms
means forever
in my heart

The full moon
looked at you
Our short stories
will never end

Let's walk away
You must be brave
To let it go
 Only one wish
I have left

"How many realities should we avoid?"
There are times when we're just standing
Holding back our imaginary falling tears

"We should make the choices of our own"
When you try to hide lies with another lies
What will you get in the end?

Where should we go to find a true smile?
Did you wish to stop and realize?
Remember the tragedy that revolves around you
Expectations are always crushed by intervention

Reality will never stop
It will go after you wherever you go
Please remember that playful melody
That sounds like an awkward silence

If you are running away today
Will you invite us along?
Let the love forsake you and teach you

And if you think that you can change
The direction of the winds of time
Please make it happen
Don't let it end like this

Where shall I return to today?
It's a momentary encounter
Things that gone and things that disappeared
How many flames are scorched because of the light?

The importance of something is meaningless
Unless you understand how to play with fire
Everything seems tricky to where it went
All those footsteps of yours are uneraseable

Some things that changed
Some things that will change
Some things that are changing
Some things that have changed
Some things that cannot be changed
Would it be that way forever? To the ends of the earth?

Being lost and then found
I shall stand amidst narrow chasms of calamity
Where shall I return to today?
Where shall I look to tomorrow?

Laughing as if crying
Crying as if laughing
Screaming and laughing are quite simila
Isn't it?

Between us and the sky
There is an invisible border
The green unripe apple is so solid
But tomorrow never knows

Those hanging fruits of yours
Appears to be something significant
Please, even if it hasn't ripe yet
Will you save it and keep it for me?

These vessel of ours
Being incapable to stay any longer
As we expect for it, crumbled down

Names and Numbers aren't necessary
Colors and Promises are fading away
Words and Sights are useless
What are we waiting for?

This frail shell of a thread will collapse
None of us is a cheap knock off
I wonder who is the Ariadne

Hold our breath
Close our eyes
Show us love

We don't need interpretation anymore

It is a pure white time again
Sparkling lights everywhere
I wonder if it's going to be different

It would be great if when we awoke
It had changed into a bright dreaming world
But at this time, I don't think you understand

Deep inside my heart, there's doubt
I feel like I want to stare out the window
But even after white snow covered the green plants
No matter how you deny it, it will stay green right?

Like the sunlight shining through the trees
I wish this will last longer than before
Like a flower that never withers
How I wish for that to happen

Let the sun blazes on me
Save me from the frozen clouds
I never think it is impossible
Let's go to the world outside and see

If this is a dream
I don't care if it stays a dream

Pieces...
There are times when your thoughts shattered
The day when your feelings burst
Broke into some fragments all over the place
There it is, the race is on

Do you know it's your turn next?
We never understand until we complete it
Up and down, everyone will realize
You will find me and I will find you
It's inevitable but it's a matter of time

Pieces...
There are times when our heart beating so fast
Someday it will burst and we never know
Even we are not playing games
Please play your roles carefully

Every moves has its meaning
Every mistakes has its regret
Pieces...

But you know
You can change tears and sadness
Into new strength and tenderness
To live and continue make decision

Pieces...

I'm the one who see it
I'm the one who find it
I stare at it and I'm sure about it

You're the one who despise it
You're the one who abandoned it
You see into it and You never think about it

I can't say it honestly but you can say it
I can't be tender but you can be tender
You hurt me but I can't hurt you
We already lost sight of the light

As only a map of the world
One of many that will lead them
To and from the doors

When iniquities prevail against me
You atone for our transgressions
All those feelings enabled us
To prevail against the war

You will never see it
You will never find it
You are not there
Because I'm the girl

Because I remember you that I'm the girl
Because I don't forget that I'm the girl
I stand up for no one else
Because I'm the girl

Days are passing by like flock of bird in the orange sky
Fetching the sunset and closing the curtain of dusk
The cloudy sky has no clue about sincerity
Though it's just waiting for the dusk

How is life for you?
You used to believe that
You will carry a big scar behind your back
Now that you see it by yourself
How do you feel about that?
Don't you feel so proud right now?

Nobody really understands you
Even after several years passed
Do you still have the courage to believe?

You never wish for happiness, don't you?
You let everyone feel what is love
With your knowledge you teach them how to live
Now you have gone to the place where we will never see you again

Let's hope that someday
Your light inside you shining brightly more than anything

I have come to this place again
The rusty place where you only can see two colors
Sadness crashed down to this place

I sometimes remember
How I love this place
and I sometimes forget
How I hate this life

I always looked cheerfully
without noticing the cries of my heart
Actually I turned my eyes from the reality
and denied the truth

I already said lots of things
But you won't understand
Because I don't even want you to understand
No matter how hard you try
It's just never good enough

Why the smiling face of that person
looks dazzling and so tender?
I feel that the person you always think
is somehow like the person I always think as well

I don't learn how to be strong
I only learn how to pretend to be strong
No one knows about the real me
Even myself

What can be done? My efforts are useless
You're just an innocent child
You need some more time to understand

No matter how hard I try
I still feel so blue
and you're still freshly green

Maybe I just have to stop or wait
Until I find...

When my world was in darkness
I'm denying my own existence
I wished someone would say, "It's a lie"

In this dirty world
The translucent heart has been shattered
I'm not even tired denying things
As if I'm not myself

It was too sudden
I don't know if I could accept it
Everything looks fine and active as usual
As if nothing had happened

I remember those words
I hear a voice saying "don't cry anymore"
But I don't want something pointless
You know that words are powerless

I want to keep believing
Something true and unchanging
Something pure and transparent
Something real and trustworthy

I want to believe that
We're living up our life
Until the day we're die
Until we're become stronger
Until we're become more tender

I've always been living in the present
Spring has come and Winter has gone
Summer will come soon and Fall follows next
It was inevitable, I repeated such a life

What did you saw yesterday?
What do you see today?
What will you see tomorrow?
Can you embrace them all?
I believe you can

Do you still have the same dream?
Four seasons has passed, what is it like?
Do you give up with your love?
Where is that love now?
I don't have even one regret

Again and again I want to shout
Not to forget you at any time
But, you were crying and your voices ceased
How do I look in your eyes?

I wonder if
When I fall in love next time
Will it be with someone who has your name again?
Will you smiling together with the falling petals?
I want to feel the warm breezy wind of spring once again

Please ring that bell
The bell that bears happiness tone
So I can feel the warmth of Spring
Even though the snow is falling

Time has passed
If crying makes it better, then cry
Will you?

Can you feel the pain in this face?
The scattered face with no shape
All those scars are the proof
The proof that I'm the same as you

You shout, You laugh, You cry
Don't you understand?
You live a life in a normal way
Don't you think so?
This is not a game

We're sinners and you can't deny it
Searching for the lost answer desperately
To the end of the world

Can you see it? Can you feel it?
The fresh blood flows within you
When your heart is stabbed by sharp words
It's spills all over the place
Feel the pressure and be desperate
So you can keep struggling

When you feel so alive like yesterday
You act like never want to lose that feeling again
When you feel so alive like today
You're pretending didn't see the deep red scenery
Isn't that a lie?

We're sinners and you can't deny it
Stabbing and piercing one another with "Our way of life"
Revealing another face endlessly

...endlessly

Something inside my mind
Demand to attack each other
Because the darkness in your mind shines brightly

Your wish and your excitement
It's all in your head
But when terrific moments come
Everything devastated into anger
Don't tell me it was a major mistake

I can tell that your heart is hungry
Because time will tell
When your own standard eat you up

Your own standard, pride, and excitement
Wrap it all in your own mind because this is a not a game
Everyone wants to win and no one wants to lose either

I wish that novelty wears off in the moment of time
So I can go through the stormy seas
We're not above the board but we live in a land
I want to get rid of all influences

Let us cross the world's limit
To go through the borderline
Let us be blind and be deaf
To live at the present time

I was raised with so much love
Loneliness, Pain, Parting away
You teach me all of them

In order to become stronger
You give me a pair of wings
I shout, I hurt, I struggle
Until I understand what my tears are for

I want to meet another person
Who could reflect your image
I want to be loved by that person

You taught me that accepting means love
Because you always accept me
You show me the image of the future and teach me
How to walk in that way

How could I forget that day
When I couldn't treat myself?
Only you can understand my expression
When I'm happy or When I'm sad
I can't hide it from you

Why do I forget that I was raised with so much love?
Who is the person that always accept me?
The words "Thank You" isn't enough
To express my honest gratitude
Can you show me love once again?

Sorry if I couldn't say this clearly until now
"You're the only person who can show me love"
I keep repeating that words for a long time and
I can't hold my tears anymore

Have I lost a valuable thing in my life?
I'm not pretending to be grown up
But the time is behind me, chasing me
I'm already grown up

I'm so grateful to reality
Who teach me to cry and smile
So I won't looking for an answer anymore

I don't care if somebody know me very well
Who shed tears as if I was laughing
And laugh as if I was crying
Saying goodbye to memories is just like me

Is it like this? Is it always the same?
I couldn't get used to each other
But I tried, I did my best
I'm just trying to remember

I'm so grateful to reality
Who hurt me yet teach me struggling
So I can laugh to my innocence in the past

I understand what is the meaning of your tears
So I'm singing a love song
I know I didn't lose anything yet

The happiness is gone with the wind
Yet you didn't realize that
I hope someday you will understand
How fragile is our life