My Words, Your Words

In a seemingly obnoxious place
Where time manifested itself
Into something that we can embrace
We may put our hope in it
In order to heal and restore us

In what happy, magical, dwelling place
are we in for these remaining days?
Should we live in it or just let it die?

We may not leave but we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing softly
How many times this needs to be repeated?

In the distant faraway bright future
Where nobody has reached there yet
Which everyone are curious to seek
Anybody may give up something for it
In order to realizing what they have imagined

In what terrifying, dreadful, circumstances
are we in for quite such a long time?
Could you live in it or just let it die?

We can't just leave yet we can just go
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is ringing slowly
How could we ended up this way?

9.. 8.. 7.. and the bell is stopped ringing
6.. 5.. 4.. and the bell is no more to be heard
3.. 2.. 1.. and the bell is nowhere to be seen

It's too late to ask..
What you.. wish.. for..

By not knowing what lies ahead
I keep on and keep on walking
By not realizing what will get me
I stay and stay until the morning

This world is vast and broad
But our minds are greater
But our bonds are deeper

Nothing ever goes wild
Like a smoke without fire
We're not chasing freedom
But we're bound and restricted

I'm not fixing things
I'm just trying to build it
I'm not smothering it
I'm just enjoying things

When things are no longer
Like it used to be anymore
It's time for you and me
To realize where are we belong
To question what are we doing

Maybe it's an end to a certain journey
But it's a start to another adventure
The journey of finding you and you
The adventure of knowing myself

I'm not fulfilling any promise
I'm not regretting anything
Because I live with my head held high
Because I'm not looking down to any of you

I want to see you
I yearn for you
I've been waiting for you
I'm waiting for the dark

The joy of summer has just begun
But I'm yearning for the snow
I don't want to see the light
I just want to see the fireworks

At the edge of the shore
I'm laying myself down
Carried away by the waves
While looking at a picture book
That ends beautifully like the stars

I chased one after another down
Only to find drowned by the waves
They rolling through the sand
Like a fury of emotions

I'm not afraid of the night
Even when the sun sets
The stars will appear again right?
Tomorrow surely will come again
The sun will rise again and shine
It's only a matter of time

I will be here and stay here
I will always be here and stay here
I will wait for the dawn
I will wait for the bird to chirp again

Even if we turn pale
Nothing will happen
We can't continue
To live in traditional way

The world is rolling around
Even faster than before
That we might not even feel
The rotation around us

We can't pull back
We have gone too far
I really wish I can pretend
Not to understand

Can you feel the acceleration?
Increased again and again
We persistently go along this path
To the end of the world

I turned over the small hourglass
With my hand many times
The whereabouts of this tale
Should just be inside the box of dreams

The sky of tragedies
The dreaming wilderness
Can we go back
To the way we used to be?

Where shall I return to today?
It's a momentary encounter
Things that gone and things that disappeared
How many flames are scorched because of the light?

The importance of something is meaningless
Unless you understand how to play with fire
Everything seems tricky to where it went
All those footsteps of yours are uneraseable

Some things that changed
Some things that will change
Some things that are changing
Some things that have changed
Some things that cannot be changed
Would it be that way forever? To the ends of the earth?

Being lost and then found
I shall stand amidst narrow chasms of calamity
Where shall I return to today?
Where shall I look to tomorrow?

Laughing as if crying
Crying as if laughing
Screaming and laughing are quite simila
Isn't it?

I'm the one who see it
I'm the one who find it
I stare at it and I'm sure about it

You're the one who despise it
You're the one who abandoned it
You see into it and You never think about it

I can't say it honestly but you can say it
I can't be tender but you can be tender
You hurt me but I can't hurt you
We already lost sight of the light

As only a map of the world
One of many that will lead them
To and from the doors

When iniquities prevail against me
You atone for our transgressions
All those feelings enabled us
To prevail against the war

You will never see it
You will never find it
You are not there
Because I'm the girl

Because I remember you that I'm the girl
Because I don't forget that I'm the girl
I stand up for no one else
Because I'm the girl

Where are you going?
Fun, sad, and kind story
Where is that story now
And what is it like?

If a flower bloom by your side
I'll fall alone, quietly
And after watching your smile
I will escape from the abyss of despair

The snow and the smell of winter
Cut through today's sky
How was the scenery you saw?

Do you still remember the destination you once had?
What I wanted to be?
What I wanted to have?
Why do I keep fluttering my wings?
Why do I keep feeling a lonely aria?

If I could flow like the wind
If I could shine like the moon
I would...

Maybe it wasn't there
Maybe it was a dream or illusion
Maybe I slept too long
Yeah, maybe...

All I can see around me is just a fragments
Maybe it was me who shattered into pieces
I know that you're in denial

I just don't understand
When good intentions are rejected
Nothing is important anymore right?
You should leave the fake hope
I don't want to see fake smile anymore
You shake your head
I should know from the beginning
You're just an illusion of happiness

Two of us believing the same future
Which will never come
You're not a lifeless doll
That always putting a mask of happiness in your face
You know we're so devastated inside

I'm weak, if you say I'm strong, I'm lying
Tenderness and selfishness, I just can't see it anymore
How do you see me? I can't see the real shape of myself

I'm not desperately asking for compassion
Tell me a sweet lie and this body will be devoured
Infect me with your lies and fill me with your poison
Please show me madness

Something inside me has disappeared
Even if you don't believe me
Just face it, be hurt, feel the pain

Maybe I'm just afraid of being hurt by believing but...
I have the courage to let go of something and...
What you see within me is something you have done in the past so...
I will stay as myself forever