My Words, Your Words

It is a pure white time again
Sparkling lights everywhere
I wonder if it's going to be different

It would be great if when we awoke
It had changed into a bright dreaming world
But at this time, I don't think you understand

Deep inside my heart, there's doubt
I feel like I want to stare out the window
But even after white snow covered the green plants
No matter how you deny it, it will stay green right?

Like the sunlight shining through the trees
I wish this will last longer than before
Like a flower that never withers
How I wish for that to happen

Let the sun blazes on me
Save me from the frozen clouds
I never think it is impossible
Let's go to the world outside and see

If this is a dream
I don't care if it stays a dream

We are so behind
Please wake up, let us go
As it should

Can you hear it?
Can you feel it?
We believe it
We can believe it
We are able to believe it

It's a promise
In this world we live in
We are supposed to be the light

You promised me that day
I don't want and I can't keep it by myself
If you wish to become one
Please, shout it and make it true

Let your emotions overflow
Let's reach that dream together
Let our outstretched arms be the proof

I can't tell anyone but I want to tell someone
You are important to me more than anyone else
Sort of...

If there's no choice means there's no change
Yeah, that's how I really want you to be...

Pieces...
There are times when your thoughts shattered
The day when your feelings burst
Broke into some fragments all over the place
There it is, the race is on

Do you know it's your turn next?
We never understand until we complete it
Up and down, everyone will realize
You will find me and I will find you
It's inevitable but it's a matter of time

Pieces...
There are times when our heart beating so fast
Someday it will burst and we never know
Even we are not playing games
Please play your roles carefully

Every moves has its meaning
Every mistakes has its regret
Pieces...

But you know
You can change tears and sadness
Into new strength and tenderness
To live and continue make decision

Pieces...

I'm the one who see it
I'm the one who find it
I stare at it and I'm sure about it

You're the one who despise it
You're the one who abandoned it
You see into it and You never think about it

I can't say it honestly but you can say it
I can't be tender but you can be tender
You hurt me but I can't hurt you
We already lost sight of the light

As only a map of the world
One of many that will lead them
To and from the doors

When iniquities prevail against me
You atone for our transgressions
All those feelings enabled us
To prevail against the war

You will never see it
You will never find it
You are not there
Because I'm the girl

Because I remember you that I'm the girl
Because I don't forget that I'm the girl
I stand up for no one else
Because I'm the girl

Days are passing by like flock of bird in the orange sky
Fetching the sunset and closing the curtain of dusk
The cloudy sky has no clue about sincerity
Though it's just waiting for the dusk

How is life for you?
You used to believe that
You will carry a big scar behind your back
Now that you see it by yourself
How do you feel about that?
Don't you feel so proud right now?

Nobody really understands you
Even after several years passed
Do you still have the courage to believe?

You never wish for happiness, don't you?
You let everyone feel what is love
With your knowledge you teach them how to live
Now you have gone to the place where we will never see you again

Let's hope that someday
Your light inside you shining brightly more than anything

I tried, I keep on trying, I'm doing my best
I tried my best to follow the order
I put all of my efforts into it
Because I know that when I put everything into it
Everything is going to be okay

But sometimes reality is just cruel
But sometimes everything went worse than expected
But sometimes you have to lower down your expectation
But sometimes we only could listen without saying anything
But sometimes we have to cry instead of laugh or smile
But sometimes all of your efforts means nothing
But sometimes human is far worse than you thought

At that time, my words seems so powerless
Being unable to express my disappointment
Is it hard to appreciate a very simple thing in this life?
Is it impossible for us to accept everything as it is?
Why I always ended up like this?

Even if I have to cry until no more tears left, I don't think it's needed
I don't want you to know, let me taste all my tears by myself
Even if I have to scream until I lost my voice, I don't think it's important
I don't want you to listen,  let me feel all my pain by myself

Maybe I need your attention
Maybe I want your appreciation
Maybe I wish that you care for me
Maybe I'm no longer a human
Maybe I'm just selfish

I'm sorry for being like this
I don't want you to know
I know all those things are for me
I know I will be better after this
I know I was wrong all those time
I just want to believe

Where is the place to hear
The tale of happiness being together?
The bells are ringing everywhere

I've been telling many heroic story
Sadly, it's filled with exaggerations
Though I just want to meet
The person I cherished the most
Where are you?

I'm tired of denying things as if I'm not myself
Even I can't hold any blades to hurt myself anymore
I'm just swinging it for no reason
There is an invisible strength deep inside me

Romance is just some thoughts that can't be put into words
Not be able to explain cleverly to everything
Why this bitter tears overflow under the violet sky?
No matter how I tell you or do anything for you
You won't understand my real intention

I'm not sure if I have to wait for it
I'm not playing dice

If only our hearts is strong as steel
We will not want much at all
In the place where it shouldn't be existed

Who is that person?
Who said that 'my happiness is your happiness'?
Who wants to make another sequel that no one knows?

I wonder where I'll be headed tomorrow...

Tell me,
What is that?
Is it when I can hug you
To express my gratitude?
Am I wrong?

I am holding nothing special
But why did you choose me?
I stand up to challenge my fate
But why you did this to me?

Teach me,
What is that?
Is it when I can say I love you
To express my feeling?
Is that true?

I stay as I am like that day
I continue to be a man of my heart
With our own actions
Let's bring this to the end

What did you get?

Where are you going?
Fun, sad, and kind story
Where is that story now
And what is it like?

If a flower bloom by your side
I'll fall alone, quietly
And after watching your smile
I will escape from the abyss of despair

The snow and the smell of winter
Cut through today's sky
How was the scenery you saw?

Do you still remember the destination you once had?
What I wanted to be?
What I wanted to have?
Why do I keep fluttering my wings?
Why do I keep feeling a lonely aria?

If I could flow like the wind
If I could shine like the moon
I would...

Maybe it wasn't there
Maybe it was a dream or illusion
Maybe I slept too long
Yeah, maybe...