Archive for January 2010

Melancholy Of Winter

The falling snow of this night is very beautiful
White colors over the orange lights under the cobalt sky
My heart is as cold as that night today
Neither hope nor despair comes to me

You said to me, "I'm proud of you"
But you never care what I feel
And you never understand what I want

Sometimes I wish upon that shooting star
I don't want tomorrow comes so early
Why the future is never listened to me,
And the past always dictating me?

I want to see the scenery of this night once again
When it comes to me, surely I will cry again
Does it okay if I keep shedding my tears like this?

I will never listen to the past anymore like the future does
Because of this present, I will keep living in a good path
When the season changes, you will find the answer
The falling petal of that season would surely greet us

My Mind

I can't describe this feeling for a long time
The only thing that I would understand is
I'm sure that we're connected in different place
I secretly wish for your existence long time ago

I don't know where to find the pieces of a puzzle
We come along this journey so far
In the end, we start questioning ourselves
I don't want it to happen anymore

Do you ever realized that the world
Spinning in an interesting direction?
The proof is we could see different scenery everyday

The blue stars around the red moon tonight is beautiful
As if you could see fire and ice in the vast night sky
Don't you think that our life is as colorful as it is?
It's hard to say what I feel right now

I want to shout my feeling out loud but I can't
Did you feel the same way as I am?
We're probably connected through a secret line
Hidden deep in your mind and my heart

Don't you think that this is an interesting life?
We can move on and start over if you want
And we could see different scenery everyday

Love My Wish

I'm willing to throw anything in my heart
To the sea where my feelings are drowned

Escaping frantically in the night
I feel the big wind towards me
Reaching the destination safely is not like me

"Why would I keep chasing on that star?"
I have nothing to say right now
What I really need is to keep this feeling
Because it will remain as my wish

I'm not going to run away forever
To the valley where my despair are lost
I won't wasting my time for anything I do

"Does it necessary to say the things I hate?"
I refrain myself for saying it again
Through the pain I used to feel
I could endure a little bit more

Now the thing that left inside me
Would change someday with a dream inside
I will embrace this moments
As long as I have the strong will
Bright and warm...

Complicated Thoughts

It's just a moment in the night
You won't hear any scream
It's just quiet and calm night
Even that quiet, moonlight shines brightly

And someone calls you, talk to you
And each words flowing out
And become your memories

As the time goes by
Which bring you closer to the end of days
Your heart starts to hope and make a promise
It looks like you don't know what you feel
But it is warm as if your heart wants to embrace something

Hope, what a good words
Will bring us into the dream
Even it is so far away
Even I can't see it

You were saved in this hope
But hope that is seen is not hope
Why does one still hope for what it sees?

But if we hope for what we don't see
We can eagerly wait for it