Archive for December 2009

Bittersweet

The future has draw near to me
An image of solitary soul were released
Could they draw the picture of happiness?

"Can you see the pattern of the clouds?"
You seem knows a lot
About the things that I don't know yet
I couldn't feel your tenderness
Even though you always pretend to be happy

The white canvas has just only one color until now
I wonder if you will paint your wish...

The past has went away from myself
Though I feel that I am being chased by them
Will I able to survive from this haunting fear?

The morning come earlier than usual
It's unpredictable but I have no choice
I remember that you always ask me the same question
"Why?" and "How?" suits you very much
Somehow it makes me very happy or hurts me so much

The door that leads to your wish is still tightly shut
No one could tell the reasons because you were...

I realized that now I've been surrounded by countless questions
Seeing many hopeless predictions didn't amuse me at all
But why I have to suffer this feeling? Is this Love?
I hear a voice "It was..."

I thought of you.

I couldn't write this letter properly
The words flowing out as my hand write
As you can see, my fingers are trembling
It's not because today was so cold
Probably my heart racing because of you

How can I get along with you?
Through the heat of the day
And the mist of the night
Carrying a hope that won't fade away

Someday, I'll be at your place
I could stop in your station
But the most important things is
Your will towards me

I couldn't give you anything that
Could seen with your eyes but
I could give you something that
Couldn't see it with your eyes

Perhaps you could see it or
Even feel it with your heart...

Since I met you,
I've never wish for your happiness
I'm happy when I'm with you
Even just without words

So, please don't ask any question anymore
You know my answer very well
That's the truth

Walk This Way

The dazzling sun seems brighter than usual
I can feel the voice of nature calling me
No matter how I go to another direction
The voice will guide me to the next destination

The footsteps that I made leaving my past behind
The falling leaves as the wind blows is a sign for me
Everything I do, wouldn't always smooth as you can see
I continue to walk on this endless winding road

Did you remember?
When the stars isn't sparkling
I might be crying and she will lost her feeling

As deep as the ocean, As blue as the ocean
The blue sky always able to see
Close your eyes and you will understand

Didn't you remember?
When the stars are shining
She is crying for something inside me

Daybreak hasn't come yet,
Moonlight hasn't appear yet,
But why my memories are fading?

Why I can't remember anything?
Though I just want to recalling
Before the world stops spinning
I want to be stronger without crying

Way

After dropped my last tears at the moment
I decided, I won't crying anymore
Though these days are irritating
It's not the main reason I'm crying

The curtain that hides my true self
Is now opened without any sign
I can feel the warming light now
My translucent heart is shining brightly

I hope I can change every drops of tears
Become a sparkles precious jewel
I will show it to you someday

Maybe everyone has their own illusion
That's why mistakes sometimes occurred
After all we're just an imperfect creature

There is no more smile if i keep standing here
I decided, i have to go even if I'm alone
Though my destination is still unclear

The vibrant future is calling me
Now I have to go without holding back anymore
Just for now I don't want to look back and I want to ask
"Does this voice reach you?"