My Words, Your Words

"I thought that the things that I want to keep
Isn't a precious things"
I refrain myself and keep saying it repeatedly
"I am myself is a precious things
That someone would keep"
Sometimes we forgot,
How important our existence for this world

We were born to live
To live in these kind of days
Days when lie isn't a serious matter
That's why it's hard to trust anyone else

Life is never smooth like a silk
There are a lot of pattern of smiles and tears
Anything is possible even we have to tear it

What can I do to save it?
I'm tired of these days of meaningless fun
I hope I could become a shooting star
Just across the sky and then disappear

"Remember the day when we're forgotten"
I will keep saying this until I understand
I don't know if I should leave this lonely world behind

I want to become your shadow
I will follow you wherever you go
Nowhere to run, Nowhere to go
But my life wouldn't end like a shadow or a shooting star

Please trust me with all your might
Then we will continue to walk on this silky road

So many times,
I've been recalling about you
Though you haven't changed at all

I guess the warm atmosphere has changed
There is no more sweet conversation
I could see a bitter smile and tasteless sensation

We're not going on the same way
But why we meet again in the same destination?
It's not necessary to change the direction now

So many times,
I've been stumbled up because of you
Though it can't be helped

I thought you were enjoy your days very well
There are so many reason to prove it
I began to understand why

They said that you have changed
But why you keep repeating the same mistakes?
It's your nature to build the bonds

So many times,
I've been confused by your acts
Though you always pretending to be calm

Will you come back after a long trip?
Will you return to these days?
I never wish that kind of hope
But i keep asking the same question

It was so sudden
Everything is passed away
Just like the wind blows

When the night comes
I gaze to the sky
I could see a lot of stars

But it was so sad
The star sparkles
Has lost it's lights
One by one until dark

I wish a better future for us
Whether it's hard or it's hurt
Truth must be revealed
In order to save everyone

Destiny awaits you
Until the end of time
We will know the history
That's always inevitable

Sometimes i don't believe coincidence
But until i understand what tears are for
The starry nights will always waiting for us
Until that day... Someday...

The night was so dark
The rain was too heavy
I can't even see the stars that night

I wish i won't meet this pain anymore
Because things are going so fast recently
There are too many conclusions and reasons

What would you think about me now?
What would i think about you now?
You see, i don't want to escape from this one

I don't want to cry
Because i have to end the disguise soon
I keep up all of your feelings without tears
You keep up all of your feelings without smile

I don't know if my heart is already ruined
You don't know if your heart is already healed
I always trying to smile pretending to be okay
Even the fact isn't always like that

I think i find someone who was treats and serves me better
I want to said that i'm happy with that
But if i didn't end the disguise soon
I'm just remake another disguises after all

Now, i'm realized that everything is going to be alright
If i'm not sacrifices something to get other along well
Things are go better and everything can get along well

I want to cry
Because i've already end the disguise
I keep up all of your feelings with smile
You keep up all of your feelings without tears

Someday, i will face the future by myself
The things that will remain in the past
Maybe it is just a regret

Tomorrow has it's own speed
That no one can defeat
If you want to challenge it
Then go ahead, no one will stop you

Time isn't something that you can compete with
But it is your partner that will accompany
It's faithful until you face eternity

Everything, Everybody, Everyone
Will meet their ends someday
One things that will never wither
Is only unforgotten history

Maybe you always think like this
When you feel alone, time passes slowly
The other way, time goes so fast

Everybody has their own standards
But doesn't easy come and easy go
Maybe it's inevitable

If everything in this world decided by someone
Will you follow it or not?
If everything in this world isn't connected one by one
Will you accept it or not?
If everything in this world doesn't have their ends
What will you do?

"Evanescent..." what a sad words
Accepting regrets is not like yourself
The messages murmuring softly
As if it breaks the silence

Being trapped in chains of confusion
Carrying the burden of truth
Imprisoned in shadow of yourself
Are you in pain or feel the deep sorrow?

Tortured by reality is quite unusual for you
Can you see this darker sky?
Perhaps this is the fate that you should accept

"Everlasting..." what a selfish wish
Because of your will we keep standing in this path
The voices heaves softly
Certainly it rings my heartbeat

Being chased by your scary illusion
Darkness suddenly appear in your heart
Despair lies deep within your mind
Are you running away from your fear?

Engulfed by your own emotion and words
Can you realize what's happening on you?