My Words, Your Words

Dark room, Pillow train, Lullaby song
Get ready for a dream trip over the night
We'll departing soon no matter how you resist
Take me away, Let me fly away

Somewhere in this world,
Where the destination lies ahead
The place where Hope and Imagination painting
The image of uncertain future

We'll arrive soon but
We differs from the real world
If only you remember...

Family, Friends, Lovers
Appears in the same place at the same time
What's on your mind?

On my way, On the way, By the way
Who created these illusion anyway?
Take me away, Let me fly away

Something in this world
That cannot be seen by physical eyes
Something that your heart would see,
And make your mind thinking about it so often

We'll get it soon
But we have to chase it
No matter how

Identity and Personality
Differs unexpectedly so many times at the same time
What's on your mind?

Dark room, Pillow train, Lullaby song
Get ready for arrival in the next station
We'll arrive soon but we differs from the real world
Please remember...

Take me to the place where the sun is dark
The place where i can't hear anything
Nobody knows and nobody cares

I feel that i have lost everything to tears
I couldn't smile as natural as always
Little efforts even that breath-taking

I'm appears as if i'm disappears
I'm here in this place without no one realize
Just leave me alone in the corner of this world

Simply talking without believing are worthless
I found myself frozen against those sharp words
If you think that i'm the worst,
I feel that i'm even worse than you imagine

It's over already
I will accept it as a lesson
Tears does not end as a sin
Someday i'll be better

Now, i just want to cry
As much as the rain falls
Leave me alone and don't ever call me
Let me cry among the stars

I really want to tell you something
But it's over already and it's the end
The story has finally come to an end

Good-bye,
I believe we will meet again
In another chance

For those who are keep struggling
From the insanity of these days
You will find the appropriate answer sooner

When you lose the feeling of kindness
The world seems turning into black & white
We're longing for something that we want to embrace

Losing my feeling,
Falling into the dream,
Is it me who escape from the reality?

"Are you expecting something unchanging?"
Probably, the future has the answer
In order to save myself from these illusion
I won't stray on this path by myself

At the moments where my tears calling out your name
The colors of the sky are fading into black
I couldn't see my reflection in the mirror
Am i losing my identity?

Baseless predictions,
Hopeless expressions,
Is that the sign of despair for me?

There's nothing called truth if i keep on escaping
Reality is something we should chase
Even it's run away from us
That's why it never ends...

Accepting the things that we hate
Is one of the hardest part in this life
We're living in this present time
To endure the things that we hate
Could you imagine that?

We are the products of the past behind us
But at the same time,
We are the projects of the future in front of us
That's why we have both,
The good things and the bad things

Learning from yesterday
To avoid any mistake for tomorrow
Isn't that a simple things?

Regret is for the past
Effort is for the present
Dream is for the future
They are connected in a simple form called Life

Let's get better everyday
If today you can't make it better
Let's make it tomorrow

Regrets in the past will bring us to efforts in the present
And it will make us dream about tomorrow
Yeah, big things starts from small things
Could you believe in such simple beings?

As for now, i want to write about 2 things, so i made 2 things in 1 post~

Do As I Say

There are things which can't be done with words
But it doesn't mean the words are useless
Sometimes we have to act without words
That's how we continue living along

At times when you confused with your duty
You complain about everything and doing nothing
I know sometimes we feel really tiring
But we can't just standing and being lazy

If you lost your spirit for now
Let's scream loudly to the boundless sky
You can do it, You can carry on

When people around you were so irritating
Try humming your favorite song and keep smiling
Every person in this world actually very nice
They only need some time to realize their mistake

If you ever feel that you are the worst
There is someone out there might be worse
than you
But we always have a chance to be better
That's why we shouldn't trapped by others words

If you didn't have any confidence for now
Look at the mirror that shows true image of yourself
You can carry on, You can do it

Even the times when you are alone comes suddenly
Look at the sky and see the sun still shine for you
Look at the ground and see the shadow still follow you
Nobody could stop your step now, isn't it? 


Not As I Do


I don't have an eye to teach you
I just want to share what i feel with you
If we could walk this way together smoothly
Isn't that a nice things to do?

There are things that we could never understand
A lot of things we could never understand by ourselves
Sometimes we know the answer when we listen to others

Betrayed by people,
Mistaken with someone else,
Forgotten by others,
When these moments occurs the world seems crashing down

It's not that I want to remember these moments but
I want to forget it sooner but it won't fade in my memories
Maybe this is the scar that you share with me

Extra-ordinary person doesn't always shine in the bright place
Nevertheless people never see the other side
The best things that i could done is keep silence

I am grateful for all the kindness
Since i have a chance to know you more
Somehow i feel nostalgic about this moments
The day when i accept the reality has repeating

Memories i've embraced,
Tragedies i've called,
Reflections i've accepted,
When these moments comes this world seems rebirth once again

I don't care if i should leave this lonely world behind
I want to do the best things that i could do this way
Until your eyes opened

I'm the one who always forgotten
It's not about care with each other
Kindness and Tenderness doesn't suits me
All i have to do is just keep strong alone

I remember the day that i want to forget
It was such a pain that your name didn't mentioned
Do they appear as an illusion?
I would wish it was all a lie

Words are passing by
But nothing caught my attention
A lot of sensation has spread out
But nothing to do with me there

Does everyone think that i'm powerless?
Someday i'll proof it to the people
Forgotten things are the nicest thing to remember

Loneliness has teach me a new strength and will
To surpass everything ordinary as people think
As long as i become stronger with this feelings
I will continue to survive in this narrow cruel road
With or without you

Long, long time ago
I was standing in this place
Waiting for something
That will never come

Sleeping in front of the sunset
Sitting in front of the sunshine
If we enjoying beautiful things so much
Sooner or later it will be nothing

Everything are passed away with the rising sun
Cool things aren't important anymore
If i were the sun from today
I will start to shine without taking breath

After all we're just human
Who wants to save ourselves first
Sometimes person by person never realized
That everything they will do may save others

All the scenery we have seen now
Maybe won't come back again
Every chance that coming to us
It looks like a shooting star

Every people has their own wish
But not every people has their wish granted
If a wish is just willing for something
How do people survive to declare it?

You asked me, "Do you believe me?"
Even though you know my answer very well
I don't need anything as for now
I just want to believe

Am i depending on you too much?
We're getting closer day by day
Without even noticing that
Distance between us are shorter than before

The atmosphere are getting warmer
Your words shine brightly on me
Vanishing my fear against anything

Our feelings won't fade if we keep going
The bad memories quickly faded as the time goes by
We will running endlessly and won't stop
It doesn't scared me at all

I never understand what is happiness
But i learned something about it
When we're not alone surely we can feel it
It's hard to describe it well

When i'm without you the time runs slowly
As if i don't know what i should do
Am i trusting on you too much?

The most important things is today with you
It's hard if i should let you go but
Whatever will happens i have to be ready
Believing something is also preparing for unexpected things

Even so, why?
But that's it...
That's the way life is...

I took a new direction where the ray left off
I lost myself and falling inside the labyrinth
Nowhere to go and it's too dark to see

I keep walking even without destination
Nobody understand what i'm aiming for
Maybe that is the way i'm expressing my confusion

This is not about a childish fairy tale
When everything starts from sorrow and sadness
To the happy ending without suffering anything
Stop talking about imagination and back to the present

I need to keep silent without words flowing around
Nobody understand this eternal moment in this time
Don't act like you know me very well because it's useless

Neither this feelings nor that mind
Suddenly making a conclusion without even thinking
Could your heart and your mind runs harmonically?
Surely after that we could make a big decision

I never know that someone know me very well
But please stop talking about me as if you know me
It was a big mistake for mistaken me with someone else

If you think that your words are your strength
Soon you will lose unconsciously without facing anything
My only wish for now, i want to say it
I believe someone will call my name

You could let your tears flooding your face
I want you to share it with me, but... Why?

When you show your smiling face
It's so tender and sometimes warm me up
It looks like a history
That cannot be erased anymore

Feeling so depressed and confused
Make people around asking "Why?"
So many questions appear

Sometimes people asking others
Without care of themselves
I don't know it's a promise or not
But, just don't answer it

We're just a small existence
That cannot be erased easily
Please don't tell me that
This is the reason for your answer

Although the smallest things in this world
Are not the important things for this world
We are not the same

Sometimes i wonder
What is your thoughts if
Your existence will be erased?
From this world, of course...

If you can't have what you want
Start wanting what you have got
It's not whether you win or lose
It's how you play the game

Life is a choice no matter how you think of it
Do you want to face it and enjoy it?
Or you don't want to face anything or enjoy anything?
Make your opportunity and go forward

You are doing the things that you like
You are doing the things that you want
It is natural and normal
But sometimes forgotten

If we could survive in problems
We will always achieve something
If there's no problems so there's no achievement

After all is said and done
A lot more will have been said than done
It is natural and normal
But sometimes forgotten

Until today i don't understand
Why you have to do that things?
I have been so confused because of your answer
If i could understand your feeling
Maybe i don't pretending to be ok right now

There is a time when i really really hate you so much
And even i have already bored to see you
Even more i heard everything about you
Even more again i still remember your bad habits
All of them really make me feel uneasy

But i don't know why that feeling slowly faded
Little by little everything changed
Become a memorable past

If i really leave you that time
Maybe i can't forgive myself now
Because now i try to recall memories with you once again
And it was breaking this hate feeling

When i hate you all that i can do is only stay away from you
And i was hoping you will be happy someday anywhere
But now i only remember you once again
The more i try to remember the more i'll be healed from the past

I wish everything will return back to normal or even better
It's ok if not same as before
The most important things now is gather all the pieces of these feelings
Into a picture of the better future

Though i can't do anything now
Just looking at your smile and reading your messages made me happy
But then i don't understand again
If you and me repeat that moment when the words 'Farewell' spoken out

I am asking to myself for sure
"Can i walk through that door to tomorrow?"
Sometimes i don't want to pass a new day
It is too bright, i can't see anything

Living in the present was such a gift
Leaving trace from these roads aren't bad
I walk on without my chin up
Heading for another places that i don't know

Since when that i'm so forgotten?
I really don't care about it all very much
But people sometimes are really annoying

If my wish were granted
I don't want to face the future anymore
I believe there's no painful again

As shadows follows light
The darkness cannot be destroyed
After all, as far as i go
Despair and Hope keeps following me

If we judge anything easily with own two eyes
Without thinking others deeply
Someday we will leave a scar
With an embarrassing pain

Everything that started with anger
Will ended with shameless feeling

I regretting myself for judging easily
Now I know that tomorrow should come
In order to save everyone
In order to changes everything

If i ever think that something very annoying
That's not because others
It's because of myself that never understand
What these words are for...